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Thursday, July 17, 2008

The flowers are all faded now. Along with your letters, they will never see the light of day...
Cause I'll never take them out. There's no turning back, it's for the better.
Baby i deserve more then empty words & promises...
I believed everything you say,and I give you the best I had.

The future's about to change; before you know it the curtain closes..
Take a look around, there's no one in the crowd.
I'm throwing away the pain, & you should know that your 'performance'made me stronger now!

Well it must have been slight at hand. Cause I still can't understand
No I could never see just what a fool believes.
Well the lies they start to show.
Tell me how does it feel to know right now that I won't be around
So baby before where ever you are

So take a bow!
Cause you've taken everything else
You played the part, and like a star you played it so well
Take a bow!
Cause this scene is coming to an end
I gave you love; All you gave me was pretend
So now..
Take a bow.


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Saturday, July 12, 2008

FOCUS THIS:

Before I say anything...


DISCLAIMER--
I AM NOT SPEAKING FROM MYSELF. NOTHING PREJUDICE OR BIASNESS HERE. BUT FAIR AND UNBIAS JUDGEMENTS FROM MY FOCUS GROUP AND MYSELF TALKING UNFETTEREDLY ABOUT THINGS OVER SMOKING BREAKS . EVERYONE IS ENTITLED TO THEIR OWN JUDGEMENTS AND OPINIONS. I WOULD LIKE TO APLOGISE FOR ANY GRIEVANCE OR HURT CAUSED BY THESE DISCUSSIONS.


I was surfing thru mu usual dosage of THE ELLEN DEGENERES SHOW and i was shocked to see TYRA BANKS show instead! I love tyra show but I was expecting ELLEN you know..
Why did Ellen left the air without informing?! [stalker mode...]


Well, in Tyra show, the theme was 'PROMNIGHT NIGHTMARES'.
The guests were Brittany Snow and the HOT HOT Idris Elba..*yummy!
and she included 2 girls whom one, her then bf broke up with her and asked her best fren to the prom instead, and the poor thing was left with with NO date. [whats the biggie?]
The other girl, snagged her zip at the prom and her pompous hair-weave was done by her grandma turned out looking drastic for her.


Now that didnt bothered me one bit. Thats their issues to deal with. The thing that bothers me is that why are they so hard up on prom night?! I wasnt!Never seent he reason why I had to pay so much attention to prom.Isnt it all abt inner beauty that shines thru and not dressing to kill and proving to ppl that you are hot and who you will be bringing to prom is gonna make you hot nor popular?

Thats not gonna save the day.. if you are hereditarily and genetically well-endowed and blessed with that oh-so-good-looks...good for you! but those whose beauty isnt coming from their momma... what are they gonna feel?thats gonna crush their social images like a stigma for life!

Speaking of which...
Lets not forget Miss Universe Pageant.
It was all a controversy when they said Singaporeans didnt make MSU pageant a big thing like prepping the girls to be young ladies and 'Miss Universe Material' to show the world they are beautiful and they fit the throne.

But what is the true essence of beauty??
Idealistcally, singaporeans dun have a distinctive look to pass off as Singaporeans if you know what i mean...
Like in Miss China or Miss Thailand.
They have that distinctive features that looks like their counterparts.

But in Singapore? We are mixed with multi-racials and multi-faceted looks and diverse lifestyles and characters. Cant expect a chinese girl when they have Ms China, Taiwan, Hongkong and so on and so forth. They need somthg different.

Like pick a malay or Indian or Eurasian for peace-sakes!They at least, have the butt, the boobs to adequately qualify for it. Ok maybe its hard to find them with brains like the ones from NUS or NTU or which ever tertiary they may come from.
NO offence here but my multi-racial frens swore by it too! They,too, stand a chance!

LOLZ.Remember the malay lawyer who got thru? yea.. that was one in a million man..they shud pick more.. Why not others? If she and my fren RIMA MELATI can get thru, why cant you guys feel inspired to join as well?Others who acn carry themselves well, not juz mere beauty and 'oh-graduate-from-so-and-so' to fit the bill.

Smart and gorgeous is what they need.
DSF productions might be running out of sponsors cuz maybe, just maybe, they keep choosing girls not ladies who can qualify and have the X-FACTOR.
Hear me out.
Maybe they need to do some head-hunting to the streets of singapore.cuz those intelligent ones will not enter. They are smart not to anyways.Saving themselves from utter embarrassment more like it.

Another topic of embarrassment...
Have you seen the podcasts 'babes'?
Need I say more? Im sure you have seen the ad.
Look, I am fine with it and happy for them who got thru and managed to publically 'flaunt' their antics on videos....
It may have been satisfactory to some... some of my focus groups bitches [hahhaa!] warned me not to see it after dinner. [why?!]well, after seeing it, you might regurgitate your dinner or lunch you had for 2 days! -- or maybe your bile or kidneys will escape from your system just by looking at it... YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED ok![*chuckles*]

To me, maybe a handful of them hopefuls are relatively ok looking and cute to look at...as for the rest, maybe they are out of more girls to choose from..Haven had more choices to choose from cuz the rest of the gorgeous HOT looking babes are somewhere in singapore streets or heartlands busy having a life.

I rest my case.



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