Lay your head on my pillow
Here you can be yourself
No one has to know what you are feeling
No one but me and you

I won't tell your secrets
Your secrets are safe with me
I will keep your secrets
Just think of me as the pages in your diary

I feel such a connection
Even when you're far away
Oooo baby if there's anything that you fear
Come forth and call 4894608 and I'll be here

I won't tell your secrets
Your secrets are safe with me
I will keep your secrets
Just think of me as the pages in your diary

And only we know what talked about baby..boy
I don't know how you can be drivin me so crazy..boy
Baby when your in town why don't you come around..boy
I'll be the loyalty you need you can trust me boy....

I won't tell your secrets
Your secrets are safe with me
I will keep your secrets
Just think of me as the pages in your diary


... pearl blew kisses to emilio ...

tot that i wud tell you my days..but i got it all..

my baby doesnt understand here. i am often misunderstood. i dun mind listenin to your problems..cuz what am i here for? like i said i will always be there for you. its juz that you are so fumed with angst that you cant see where im comin from.

wen i say those things, which i hardly even ...dun assume baby..assumption is the mother of all fuck ups! really! so pls stop assuming! cuz it can kill you!
thing is...after that, i jz broke down and cried for as long as i cud remember. till i go sleep..my heart was so broken. nowadays you been so in the bad mood.
i wanna be happy...not being judged or miscontrued ... i dun like it.

im glad we worked it out. but pls...baby..pls. dun get hot so fast...i feel that you been takin it out on me. i dun mind listening ok...but when i say smthg, i dun mean that way...i dun wanna side anyone here..not you..not anyone...i am juz tellin you what you shd do. overall, juz remember that I DO FUCKIN CARE AND I DO FUCKIN LOVE YOU.

jus throw away your inner visions, cash your doubts away

... pearl blew kisses to emilio ...

Finallyyyy......

IMC and Advertising paper is gone! now i got politics to do...damn! i have not studied on that...gosh! its all abt globalisation and all that political crap. so yeah... can you imagine? well...mom said it was interesting. she has always been interested in stuff liek this..in fact when im not sure abt anythign, she wud explain to me.

anywhoo.. yeah...so today's paper was alrite considering I have not slept!! i cant get myself to sleep..each time i sleep, i will think abt advertisign and how it affects us as a consumer and a marketeer. oh gosh! passed all my assignments..and yeah...i was like lookin thru so many things, and then i realised that all this advetising crap is juz crap! one whole load piece of C-R-A-P!

hmmm...went to school with my mich, viv ben and myself...adam lost his way completely..it muz be that he got up late...so yeah we met up and yeah vivi was sitting next to me at the hall..i cant stop yawnign thru out the whole time! the entire paper, i was like yawn yawn...i talked bt so many stuff...i goreng here and there..everywhere.

stating my thesis wasnt that easy..giving metaphors was like a whole lot easier...hmm...where is my baby? i msgd him but he hasnt replied..muz be sleeping that fella...hmm..baby if you are reading this...msg me when you wake up k? im kinda tired and sleepy now. i go rest...but whatevr it is...pls msg me ..so i know that you are alive. if you are readign this and you are awake and you are only reading dis at nite...ok...there i go again...hahahaha
ok bee..? i go watch Ju-on and sleeep...hahahah! oh boy! what a time to watch ju-on...when you are tired and wen the day is still young...hahaha! in that way, you cant be scared and you cant think shite cuz your brainwaves tellin you to go sleep...wahhh it rhymes and its crap! hahahahah! what the hell am i blabbering????

ok guys! i gotta sleeeeep....NO! watch JU-on to sleep..!!!!



... pearl blew kisses to emilio ...

had a study day today...

woke up and den talk to emmie for a while...then slept till like God knows what time..so yeah...i got a paper tmr at 9freakin am! arghh! oh yeah..

guess what? i din eat the whole day ... then when i wen and revise, i juz realise that i cant get anything thru...so i roasted chicken and rice...hmm..smells good actually...yeah..took some sauce from ben's hahaha! and made me a chicken! same one as you tasted there honey! yeah. so ...what have i been up to lately?

dunno.. lately there has been this air of silence eh? yeah.. dunno why. anywhooo...im not gonna bother abt that..i shall mind my own beezwax! yeaaahh...good idea! going back soon. i will be missing emilio ...

IMC - hmmm..what have i studied? i got the exam questions juz only! and now im like a faaarkin' kanchong spider in da house!! but since i studied that during my diploma and advanced diploma days..this shouldnt be a problem! i shall juz vommit everythign tmr ...eh? yeah i shud.

ok...what can i do? what shall i do???? IM BORED PEOPLE!! humor me!


... pearl blew kisses to emilio ...

One thing i know, is that i cant be able to live when you are not here with me
its like so incomplete. All those times that we share and those tears that we've cried. Made us where we are now. This thing is rather new...but let me tell you.
I get nervous when i see you... the heart bleeds for you when you are not here and when we are not in the best of moods... everything else... like i said before..one word..
just ONE word says it all...


LOVE

its stronger than you and me. stronger than anything in this world. what is a world without LOVE? When i was watching City Of Angels.. Gradually the two fall in love and Seth(nic cage) faces the choice of whether or not to fall from being an angel and become an ordinary mortal so he can be with her.(meg ryan). Cassiel, Seth fren, another angel asked him after her death wda he was happy he said this :

" If i could catch ONE breath of her; One touch of her hair, one Kiss of her lips on mine.. I am happy. than having eternity without it "

awwww...i cried and cried....so sad...eventually she died. so sad! he went thru normal life without her. its soo sad! if you haven watched it..pls do! awww....

ok dah.. my honey poop is waiting for me. hehe...ciao peepz!


... pearl blew kisses to emilio ...

- people...here is the words for this song. its for my emmie dearest. so yeah...
sing along ok? hahaha! *huggs*


If I Ain't Got You

Some people live for the fortune
Some people live just for the fame
Some people live for the power yeah
Some people live just to play the game
Some people think that the physical things
Define what's within
I've been there before
But that life's a bore
So full of the superficial

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you

Some people search for a fountain
Promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that's the only way to prove you love them

And in a world on a silver platter
And wondering what it means
No one to share, no one who truly cares for me

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you

If I ain't got you with me baby
Nothing in this whole wide world don't mean a thing
If I ain't got you with me baby





... pearl blew kisses to emilio ...

today was a good day. woke up, revised and my dear houseMAID, dian asked me to help her do her blogskins. so yeah...imagine that! hahahaha! she gt the skins that i wanted! u know there was problems at the blogskins. duno why so i cant dl a new skin for her so i 'sacrificed' the skin to give it to her. so yu happy girl??? i hope u are...
hehe

we cooked fried rice in the afternoon then we chatted. had a longgggg talk. well... if we din talk, none of us knw abt each other's character. i hv learnt abt her character. and yeah...thats goot! tim asked us to go blockbuster to rent a dvd...and guess what i rented la...

- Ju-On
- Scary Movie 3
- Cheaper by the dozen

tim borrowd my `cheaper by the dozen' ...cant seem to play scary movie cuz of some region crap..so i slept..my emmy baby msgd me to wake me..but i din wake up! hahaha...until he msgd me thru msn then i got the alert...hahaa...watched city of angels with them for a while and den sneaked on to see weda he is online...

now im makin him wait..cuz im blogging.

u know wad baby? i miss you too...read what you said and that totally touched me.
i understand that things havnt been doing well lately but let me tell you this...we will overcome it all. we learn abt each other every time and take that as a lesson to be learnt. baby! im bloggin and you keep messagin ! haahaa..wait la! hahah!

emmmz dearest..i love you for who you are. maybe the way that i sound or what is often misconstrued, but above all...i never meant any bad things. i try to make things better for us ok? lets make this thing work. i will be leaving soon...so yeah....dun miss me ok? i love you the bits and pieces la baby...

dun think bad abt anything...i cud be harsh or give you the wrong idea abt things, but the least that we cud do is talk. since talk can make us understand each other. i doubt you were being sensitive, juz maybe you din hv a good day thats all...again, im sayin this...LOVE WILL CONQUER. yeah...it will..it always has been.

u know what? love you honey pooo!


... pearl blew kisses to emilio ...

... pearl blew kisses to emilio ...

ok...went for movie screenings..it was ok.. heavy rain balls! im telling you..im either fallin sick today or the day after tmr...

anyways..today was a okok day..it was cold. slept late..was dunno doin what i cant remember...yeah..WEEED was in the air..hahahaha
then i was like walkin all arnd the place..my room was the best place to get away from all the nonsense. yeah...

today..hmm...screeening yeah...went with yatie. viewed her screening with nani and they were like documenting abt LKY. well, nani juz whispered to me that she is gonna go to jail on this
hahaha! oh well..

next!
the topic of the love of my life
emmy hasnt been goin online lately cuz of his dumb ass comp. baby if you are reading hahhaa..when you told me what eventually happened to your comp..i cant help but laugh..all these while we tot that it was some kinda worm that got your comp infected. bleaergghh! anyways.. missin you love.. baby im leaving for singapore soon ok? dun miss me too much! i love you honey poo poo! hehehehe
he is the love of my life... irreplacable...
yeah we had our ups and downs..one thing hey..one thing that i know..somehow..
LOVE will keep it tight...keep it together. i miss you!!!!
talk to you later honey pooo poooo! * kisses *

end of one paper...now...2 more to go... yippeee!!!

well, for the past few days i cant go online cuz my damp comp smthg wrong with the darn port. so yeah. when i came online..got a shock of my live! mails that i hv not been checkin since...gosh! and dian, my housemate, wrote somethign for me... so sweeet la that gal...anyways, yeah...more and more surprises to come...

now waiting for baby to come online...taaaaa!

WTF, mate?

Trust me Pearl, WTF mate really reflects 'their' ignorance. (Hope u know what am talkin abt). Am really glad that you have strenghtened me thru your words in my Harry Potter diary. I know it's really hard to please everyone. I think, as long as we feel satisfied and we can satisfy our loved ones, that's it! Once again, terima kasih for your wisdom sayings! Bare another semester with me. We will get thru it together. Okie? Okie. =)

Am in the Megalab now, slacking a bit... feel a bit sleepy. Will see you soon in our unit. Cheers mate. (Instead of WTF, mate?)

had a nice day today...

i had a good day today, woke up by surprised....he called me! whoaaaa!!! madnesss!
this is what you call LOVE...things the person does juz makes you wanna go there and juz kiss and hug him tightly...hmmm...i miss my baby...seriously, he is the ONE la...big time.

its cold today...shud i do my laundry? i think i shud too hey? yeah not been doin that since the 23rd...yeah...cuz he wn away...sigh..anyways, im happy now...since im goin bk to singaporeeee on the 23rd! i takin d midnite flight..and i will reach spore at arnd 6am in the morning...yesh....so technically i will reach spore on d 24th.
i will surprise mom and dad...so if you are my cousins, kp it hush! hehehe...i will tell them my flight arrival is at evening...but thing is, i will surprise them in the mornign..what you think abt that? hehehe! nice? hehehe awwww.....hush ! dun tell parents ok....

yeah...im kinda happy so pls dun wreck this happiness for me. juz one word for all you player haters.... mind your own business ok!!!
im happy so pls dun be bitter and wreck this one for me... dun blow my cover and tell parents that i be back on the 24th MORNING..i wanna surpise them. so yeah....

last mornign, as in hours back...dian, my hsemate, she knocked on my door at 5am, ask me to eat with her..so we cooked fried rice..and had a bondin session! yeah....its kinda nice thing. we reflected the whole semester since i came there...and i had revelations...nice ones...i mean i hadnt had the time to really talk to her...and now i had a good time talkin to her. i mean she and me are neighbors but we are busy wit our own business, hadnt had the time to actually sit and talk to her. spoke to her till the sun came up...and i had to sleeep....so yeah 2 hours later, i was woken up by my bf. how lovely...surprised me with a major phncall i tot was what sia! then came his voice over the fone...awwwwww! so schweet la you baby! hahahhaah

thanks for beign there for me thru times baby, past mth was dramatic, you changed my perception on so many matters. i love you so much! thanks for being there for me dear. without you...i dunno where id be...seriously you are my greatest strength and my greatest weakeness....I LOVE YOU.

as fo the rest of you....i love you too...thanks for being part of my life..my happiness.
*huggies for everyone*

... pearl blew kisses to rudz ...

today is my study week...

woke up and met mitch at the library...met this gal call jennifer. we went thru all the 12 exam qsn and attempted the qsns. welll, outta 12 questions, we were required to answer 4 out of the actual 8. whoa!! there were lotsa choices ballz!

so yeaaah...this is important as this is kinda like d subj that i din think that i wud score get what i mean? yeahhh, im too tired, i need to rest...

so till then..

laterrrrsssssssssss!

... pearl blew kisses to rudz ...

hey all...today somehow i did nothing! no more school or what? i dunno lah. studyin fo my exams which is due next week. tmr ..or was it this afternoon at 1pm, i have a study grp with my pals...

yeah msgd him. actually come to think of it, my cousin spoke on the net with me. kinda had a bonding session with her. well, used to be scared of her when i was young then we bonded. u know,she is kinda liek me...we are nonsense..! haha we are stubborn, good sense of humor ( not to all..since we cant pls everyone..) and yeah..we hv an avid temper! hah! there!

since she was married and alll, she has been away from family, but i miss her though.heheh..talkin to her makes me realise that actually we are like each other, she says that too..heheh..ok la. nuff talkin abt her.

ok so.whats on the list...munah is super blur! munz, if you are readign this...
MUNAHHH! next time, i do for you your blogger la...dun cmplain la! my mom called me so i cant tell her eh mom..im helpg a fren do her stupid blog in the mid of the nite....when im supp to be studying! hahahha! so yeah tmr i do for you ok? tell me what you wanna do with the damn thing. besides it looks ok now what...tmr i selit selit the songs there la...if you like it. ok?
goot!

ok la peepz...i talk too much..psst! i love you babeeeyyy boyyyyy!!! muacksss!


laters...

it was queenie's 21st bday and i wanna share this with everyone. queenie is my neighbor and she is rather quiet kinda gal, unlike JANE! hahahhaha! ok..we love you girl! happy birthday!!!


queenie...the gal in white...or was it grey, the gal with d longest hair! hahah!


the theme dress-code....chinese! hahahah!


Somehow, there were a lot of RED people that night. From left: Ben, Michelle, Pearl, Jane, Tim and Kirsty's hand.


And joined by Kirsty and Fred right at the end!

Twas a cold and rainy night. But that did not bring down the spirit of those celebrating our housemate's 21st! Yay!


baby...wish you were here to see and celebrate here with us. we miss you baby! we miss you a whole lot! *kisses*

... pearl blew kisses to rudz ...

this is for munz...

ok..how in the blue hell did you get to go into mine? how ah? can i go into yours as well? wahh like that tell me how you do ah..so i can go into yours ok? hehheh..
yeah finally the end of the semester. everyone is having fun. this week onwards ..no more fun. busy mode. studies and all that jazzz.

wednesday i have a study grp goin on...so yeah i have to like do stuff.
btw...exams startin on the 8th. my media and advertising paper. shit man...i so gotta do smthg la. my exams are like comin and all we did was havin fun...we made apple crumble! yeayyy....jane taught me how to. i shall show you the pics.


looks like shit...i know! but it taste nothing like shit! yummmy!



apple crumble - upclose...


nah! clearer view.


yeah my frens came and share the apple crumble party..

its nice to have good frens...yeah...i love them! to all of my frens, I LOVE YOU OK...

to my special someone...of cuz i love you more baby....i love you with all my heart!

*kisses*