seulement vous pouvez faire ma fantaisie se réalise


u know who u are..... Je vous aime et je vous manque, mais savez-vous cela? je le doute. Veuillez attendre vous appelez. ...when est la vocation d'u me? vous est venu comment ne m'appelle plus. l'est mon défaut? dit me ce qu'est changé.

went out with my peepz....they are helluva weird funnny peepz, but the atmosphere was so black yest. sombre....
now we have another hangout plc....my normal plc...SPINZ....muz intro them to that plc....cannot bring to liat anymore...as u know why.....if you are reading this, good...if u dunno wad in the blue moon im talking abt...its ok....keep reading. i dun care.

attendance list :

1. Adillah
2. Bibi
3. Hidayah
4. Munah
5. Afiqah
6. Lynette



those ppl supp to come but due to their busy celebrity schedule, they cannot make it....

1. Marlina
2. Nina

those ppl who were there but M-I-A....(missing in Action)

1. Marlina

extras:

1. Fazly - Lynette gay fren
2. lynette frens... 2 gals...dunno la...


hmmm....yeah, then when we are at spins....Sim Siti came....played truth and truth, originally truth and dare, but knowign who the players are, we decided not to do the dare....hahahaha
yupz, went back home.....talked to kak nani.....sleeeep.....



zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.............laterz






hahahhahaah!

Hey, baby
Oh tell me, babe
Why do you wanna play these games with me?
Thought you always wanted to be with me

But things have changed between me and you
That's why I don't know what I'm gonna do
Lately, you say I been acting kinda strangely
Like Im not interested anymore.
but im still the same.
You are the one acting strangely

Why don't you call me no more?
It was every night you were calling me before
Given half a chance, you'd be knocking at my door
So, tell me what's changed

Why don't you give me some time
Tell me, cuz I can't get you out of my mind
But up until now, we been doing just fine
So, tell me what's changed

Why won't you answer my page?
It was you who said things were never gonna change
And it seems like lately you're acting kinda strange
So, tell me what's changed

Baby, tell me what's changed

Why can't you even pass by?
Spend some of your time, even just to say hi
You're not the type of guy who would make a girl cry
So, tell me what's changed

Boy, I know
It seems like I don't care
After all the things we used to share
Now I know it feels like I've done you wrong
But the pain will heal the sooner that I'm gone
Boy...do u want me gone? Tell me.
maybe.... it could be....

Something tells me that things arent the same anymore. I feel it. I can feel it....

He hasnt called me like he used to.... he hasnt been the same. Was it my fault? What have i done? I dunno.
Its like i finally met him and there he was acting all expensive and not calling me back, Nado told me dat men like to 'jual mahal' (act expensive), pls....! dun try it on me! i know it has been my fault cuz i declined your offer million times but pls dun sell urself short!

Nado said men like to do that, but i am scared that he might not be interested and dun wanna be interested in me. Well i am not surprised, not many men, i mean, MALAY men like the way i am, mentally and physically, esp the latter..... hmm.....i dunno, maybe their mentality, or juz like image thing.... i tot he will be different, i hope so.....

got me results.... i guessed it right, failed philosophy... here is a copy of it :


OVERALL RESULTS (100%) :

PRN2104 Public Relations and Controlled Communication 2003/2 ML HD (85)

PHR1101 The Search for Meaning 2003/2 ML N (22)

CMM2111 Researching and Evaluating Effective Communication 2003/2 ML C (50)

CMM2106 Psychology, Psychoanalysis and Cinema 2003/2 ML HD (86)



HD - High Distinction
D - Distinction
C - Credit
N - Nil
Ex - Exempted from unit



i am proud of myself. esp with psycho paper. no exam, but the major assignment, i did it in ONE FREAKIN day! started in the morning, and i finished doing the assignment after lunch, alhamdulillah..... i am glad it happened. i tot the deadline was other day as usual i procastinated, lucky my OUTERSPACE fren Jacqueline called me and said "pearl the deadline is TOMORROW!" i stared to panic!!!! i freestyling all the way....typed what ever nonsense i cud think off. dammit.....i critiqued the movie 'fight club' i think and how it associates with Freud and Jung and some other psychological concepts.

And as for PHILOSOPHy.....that paper can KISS MY SORRY ASS!
Comparative religion....they are supp to be fair..but NO.....they are not...dun wish too talk further abt it

Research and Evaluation....everyone FAVORITE SUBJECT TO AVOID....
Mark Balnaves gave me a rounded 50%. Not satisfied...cud have done better...oh what the fuck! i hate it!

PR - hmmm.....need i say more? those of you who took the paper, u wished that ALL papers will be like tat....
my PR paper was like a walk in the park for me. this is part of the paper...

1. The (effects/affects) communication is to .....
2. Mary (likes/like) being in the limelight.

complete the sentense with parallel sentences:

1. David likes to sing, dance and smoking. (answer:)
2. I like to read, singing and dancing (answer:)

Press Release : now that is some serious shit...FINALLY....

finished the paper in 30 mins.... within the expected time of 3 hours! Hmmmm.....

anyways, today me sleeeping over at Dee plc...keeping Kak Nani company cuz mamak and dee left for KL and she dun wanna be alone....hehee...

laters!

mwah!

Dee said this and i have the same exact idea of what to say so let me enlighten you :

The world of relationships totally suck...but its smthn dat's inevitable.... everyone ard me are having relationship problems n shit...n i'm like...dayum...how sucky is dat..... i wonder wat married life would be like....

yknw i was thinking...i need a guy who'll like reciprocate my love....someone who won't try to hide his love for me just cuz he feels like as if it's too embarassing for him.... i guess cuz i like doing stuff for my significant other...and i'd want he/she to like reciprocate....gee......i dunno if u knw wat i mean...

hmm....

I am officially missing YOU - you know who u are.....

woke up by lenn calling my cell-y. i slept over at dee's. really tired. so we decided to meet up u know cuz its been a long time since i met lenn and we three chill out together all...

i dun understand why some people juz go on blaming others for smthg silly that they lack - like TIME MANAGEMENT!

lenn wanted to go out badly all...told dee that she wanna meet us. we cancelled appointments and all juz to meet her.
the time to meet was supp to be 1pm. FiNE. she woke up early u know! called like semangat all....like "hurry up ah! meet and then we can chill all...have lunch ok? at Sakura!! hurry!"

we got ready all...then halfway...she messaged me and told me that she forgotten that she had interviews ah! not ONE, but TWO bloody fucking interviews! one in bugis and the other in emerald hill...some montessori shit stuff....i dun mind.
the thing that pisses me off is that she shud know that she has interviews - she can say this to me summore:
Lenn : Lucky the gal called me....if not i lupa (forgot) abt the interviews! one in bugis and emerald hill.

wahh....i was like cooling myself ah.....knowing me, i HATE LAST MINUTE CHANGES / PLANS or what ever u call it ok! I SIMPLY HATE LAST MINUTE THINGS! WEDA ITS LIKE GOOD OR BAD.....i plan everything and then they simply do what they feel like doing catering to their convenience, THE FUCK! i started to get more pissed....fuming.....

then i messaged her nicely u know....like gal...when u done ah...juz call...we juz see u there. wahhh...this gal, i gave her an inch she swims all over me! She can still tell me....gal...my other interview start at 2.30pm.
we supp to meet 1pm. u are 20 -30 mins late, i am pissed but i can close one eye....but fucking dun bargain with me ah..... I WILL NICE AND GIVE U PIECE OF MY MIND AH.....i gave it to her balls! she think what? FUCKING PRINCESS IS IT? FUCKING WORLD REVOLVES ARND HER AH? dun mean yu are pretty all that jazz, ppl muz cater to your nonsense? she better clean up her act! IRRESPONSIBLE...SELFISH....UNREASONABLE....DISGUSTINGLY STUPID BITCH! i tell u....!!!!

i was pissed big time ah! no joke! fucking slut thinks she what? fucking cannot organise time properly???? ahhh? summore can still blame us (me and dee) why we memekak (make noise). EH LENNARA! ME AND DIAN ARE NOT THE TYPE WHO NAG AND NAG AH.....WE JUZ CANNOT STAND BEING TREATED LIKE THAT....FIRSTLY - YOU ARE STUPID! IRRESPONSIBLE! HOW U PLAN YOUR LIFE AH? SERIOUSLY! ..... U SHUD BLOODY KNOW THAT YOU HAD A BLOOODY INTERVIEW....TWO SUMMORE! AND THAT U CANNOT REMEMBER....? AHH? SUMMORE...HAVE THE AUDACITY TO PLAN SUMMORE....TIMING VERY GOOD AH?
HAVE U HEARD OF ORGANISER? AH? YOU ARE A BIG ONE TO TALK ABT OTHERS...FUCKING SEE YOURSELF OK!

I AM FUCKDT UP WITH YOUR BEHAVIOUR U KNOW! U BETTER CLEAN UP YOUR ACT! STOP MAKING USE OF PPL AND STOP ALL YOUR NONSENSE! I HAVE HAD IT WITH YOU...U UNDERSTAND??!!!! LISTEN HERE....I DUN GIVE TWO FLYING RATS ASS ABT WHAT U DO WITH YOUR BFs ALL AH....MANIPULATE OR MIND-FUCK THEM WITH YOUR MANIPULATIVE AND SCHEMING WAYS I DUN CARE...JUZ DUN TRY IT WITH US COUSINS....WE KNOW YOU TOO WELL...AND WE KNOW YOU DAMN WELL....

CLEAN UP THAT ACT GAL.

12 December 2003

Friday, it was a kinda good day. Hidayah woke me up; reminding me that we have dinner with the rest of the group sans Adillah cuz she had fever. I was busy that I didn’t have the time to meet up with friends. If I dun have the time to spend with you, it’s not cuz you are forgotten, it’s just that I have been busy and my priorities are prominent - - parents. Yup you are right. Parents need me to do this and that, hardly have the time to meet up with friends. Especially him... I wanna spend time with him but circumstances dun allow us. It’s just the timing. He working and in the evening is the only time we can meet up. But I have too many things to do in the evening. Thing is I can meet him in the evening but he was the one who declined the meeting. That day I said I can meet him but he was the one who cancelled cuz he said it will affect the meeting. I know…what affect? I had loads of time to spare for him. The thing is not spending time; it’s the MAKING of the time that is important to me. If he is reading this, I hope u get what I meant by this, its not that I dun wanna spend time with you, but any time, as long as we got the time, we are making the time.

I dunno how to put this to him but I sure hope he understands. Lately he been acting strange, I know I am being sensitive, that is a probability or he juz sensed that I was having my period that he avoided me this whole week *rolls eyes* whatever it is, I had the time to spend with him but he couldn’t.

Meeting with the gals were great. Met munah, afiqa, dayah, zila (later she helped her dad with the catering), bibi and later…ANISA! Hahahha! I had fun… talking to them. I mean they were weird bunch of group. Loudhailers but funny ppl. They are a good distraction for me. That’s what I need in this time. Dee told me that I should talk to him and tell him my feelings, and set the “where do I stand in your life” thing. Damn! When I was with Bryan and the rest, I never asked this cuz they were pretty open and honest with me so there was nothing to hide, see. But with him, it’s a good kinda different. The feeling is overwhelming with him. I haven’t had the time to talk to him. I rather talk face to face with him. I can read his body language and read his eyes movement, talking to the phone and internet is a BAD BAD MEDIUM ok! Never ask anyone anything there unless where they are and asking something that doesn’t involve emotions or you risk having misunderstandings. Your choice.

Anyways, he has been asking me out rite, and I been declining him. Not for fun, ok! But I had my reasons. Last nite, he messaged me he wanted to go sentosa tmr. I can’t cuz zul’s engagement is today and I can’t do that to him. He is my cousin what. I know family comes first but if it’s not important, I wud cancel zul’s thingy. But between family and sentosa, well, sentosa can wait right? Furthermore dad said its better for me to go blab blab... So I told him I can’t make it and adjourn to another day, u know what he said..? He said “dunno”…..MY GAWD! I could sense that tinge of pettiness! I was thinking, damn…I know I am making him merajuk but I cannot help it. Sentosa will not run away aite? So? I was hoping he understood. Anyways, no point of me second guessing him what…maybe he really dunno so I kept quiet. The WHOLE DAY he didn’t message me. Then at nite, I messaged him he sleeping! So early? 11pm… he sleeping? Anyways, I diam only. Its ok….I deserve this shit. Leave him be.

Women are made to tolerate men’s nonsense
Men are made for women to piss women off.

Think abt it.

Laterz.



13 Dec. 03
Saturday

Hmmm…woke up with a bad migraine. Nado woke me up. Called me and one greeting that shocked me and even a deaf kid. “EHH MEEENAAAHHH!”

Shit! Who the hell is this? I was sleeping all…. Nado la! Cannot recognise my voice is it? Duh? Of cuz I can’t. I was sleeping and I dun have a caller id installed in my phone aright! And lastly, you are not that significant so much so I must recognise your voice with you screeching eh minah over the phone on top of your voice. Bet that was million decibels way overboard!

Anyways, Nado asked me out for coffee... See!? I have too many things going on. I can’t make it with him of cuz! Good thing he understood adjourned to another day. Yeah. Then I woke up washed my face and then mom was in the kitchen cooking up a storm dunno what la she cooking. Messages were crawling in from ppl asking me out for lunch dates and all. I had to ignore them messages cuz in my mind was….him. I had to spend time with him and the rest can come in and have coffee with me. Nado can wait la. He my bro. he will understand. The thing is him…I dun think he can understand so I need to spend time with him, get him to know me and I need to know where I stand, not some idiot waiting to be loved by someone who isn’t remotely interested. Ahh well…*pearl emo*

Then the worst nightmare happened. More like déjà vu. Mom did smthg the usual shit thing she does to us la…Ok I shall not talk detail over what happened those who know, you know as for you who dunno juz read on…. Then I said what is all this? Double standards all…my fathers’ stuff you can do how come this one juz can’t dump it to the machine? Then she open topic ah…. “When you are away, you know how sad I am. How I feel. Then you go around telling ppl what I do all. Ppl will look at YOU not me! Ah! Ah!” I kept quiet cuz if I were to talk, its going to be war. But I cannot take it. These were running thru my mind…

WHAT THE FUCK! You think you only the one suffering? She had no bloody idea how I suffered there?! What makes she think I am enjoying every single detail shitty things there? When I come back, Wahhh…everything new! Huh? How u think I feel? You tell me!

Then I cannot take it, I had to say smthg cuz she was rattling on and on how she feels. She always goes “me me me”. Parents sometimes they think that they are always right you know! I mean I respect my parents but they feel like they are fucking ordained by God like that. They are not ok! They are humans like us, one day I will be a parent too, I have to understand my child inner thoughts and feelings not second guessing and think that I am the parent and you jolly well listen or respect me cuz I am always right! Whatever I said is always right, whatever I feel what I tell you to do, JUZ DO IT.

If she the one sad ah, how I feel? Living in a hell home without fridge for months, little money to even eat chicken, or anything else. You there in spore, say you feeling sad, the thing is I dun tell her abt my feelings cuz I was thinking what is the point? The ppl who happen to be there to hear wat I said was dian and mamak. She overheard my convo with dian over the net. Mom giving me only 200 a mth there…have the audacity to ask me for my breakdown of my expenses summore! I gave her and still the same! I was sad! I was disappointed! I was appalled with what reaction mom said of me. I bet you if u put her there she will suffer I tell you, living like that. But I distracted myself, I learnt survival. I was patient, I got friends who are always there to sponsor me if I really dun have the means to buy food and all. When they cook smthg, they will send me food over. These things mom dunno! She thinks I kerok her money and gallivanting around perth what! Imagine that! I was happy that time fasting month where I go ppl houses and eat free food man! I put on weight on time wen I come back or else I will be the skinny self. My sis saw me in my skinny state, and its not funny, I look sick ok! Living with bread and water is NO JOKE! Crackers sometimes. Milo. That also ah…I ration balls!

Then when I come back to spore, to my astonishement, when I came back, I saw the house redecorated. They got a new Balinese designs all over the home. New furniture and all, then I came to the kitchen and another shock #2 – my mom had a water dispenser cuz she ‘claimed’ that the water is not clean and they got a lot of germs dunno what shit la ok! Wahhh, living well ah? Ooh nevermind, I tld her what u know? I said….in perth, I drink water from the tap ok! And I know the water is rusty, but I am still ok what. I fucking drink water from the tap and it was obvious that the water is rusty even if u heat it up. I swear! I can tell rusty water from normal ok! The taste is different but who the hell cares? You are ok and not sick that is ok already. But mom juz kept quiet when I gave the remark. I mean that water dispenser thing is a luxury! Not a necessity! Ahhh…well….imagine the pain I feel. No I am not exaggerating! I am serious! Come to my house and see for yourself. Those of you who have been here b4, you compare and tell me. I am not dramatising the situation! I am dead serious! Imagine how I feel when I saw it. you can buy all these junks but not when I need money for food there.

Hmm…who is sad now, you tell me.

Sell yourself short, you will lose in the end....


i guess i am feeling sensitive. He has been asking me to go out with him but timing is wrong. I guess he got bored or guess he got tired of it and stop asking me. I messaged him last nite interest him with a cuppa.




women are made to tolerate their nonsensense
men are made to test our patience.

since im so doubtful and all....This song says it all....

=======================================================================



Since I was a small girl I've always been alone
Tryin' so hard to find someone that I could call my own
People that I looked at, there were always two and three
Always on the outside, nobody wanted me

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection
This is gonna be a brand new start
Just the way to your heart

When you came along boy, you were different from the rest
Never tried to hurt me like so many men before
You made me feel important, somethin' special in your eye
Knowin' that you care for me has made me come alive

Am I heading for the right direction
For your loving and affection
This is gonna be a brand new start
Just the way to your heart
Day to day, I hope and pray that this feeling is really gonna grow...
Now I know...

Now that I'm a woman now that you are here
Changes all around me, I'm gonna wipe away my tears
No more pain and heartache, No more sleepless nights
We gonna stay together for the rest of our lives. Don't you know I am....


Heading in the right direction for your loving and affection
I'm gonna be in your world around you baby, yes I will
This is gonna be a brand new start
Is this the way to your heart
I love, I love, I love, I love you baby, yeah

Am I heading in the right direction for your loving and affection
With the sound of you around - I'll be there, you know I will
This is gonna be a brand new start
Is this the way to your heart
I wanna know the way to your heart

=========================================================================

this song reminds me of you....u know who u are.... *wink wink*

pearl feeling in lupp....*emo*

Baby, baby, baby
from the day I saw you
I really, really wanted to catch your eye
there's something special 'bout you
I must really like you
'cause not alotta guys are worth my time
Oooh baby, baby, baby
It's gettin kinna crazy
'cause you are takin over my mind

And it feels like
OooOooooOOo...
U don't know my name
I swear
It feels like
OooOooooOOo...
U don't know my name
round and round and round we go
Will you ever know?

Oh! Baby, baby, baby
I see us on our first date
You doin everything that makes me smile
and when we had our first kiss
it happened on a Thursday
Oh, it set my soul on fire
Oh, baby, baby, baby
I can't wait for the first time
my imaginations runnin wild

And it feels like
OooOooooOOo...
U don't know my name
and I swear it, baby
It feels like
OooOooooOOo...
U don't know my name
round and round and round we go
Will you ever know?

Im sayin
He don't even know what he's doin to me
got me feelin all crazy inside
Im feelin like... OH!
Im doin nothn I've ever done
for anyones attention
take notice of whats infront of you
cause did i mention? (OH!)
you about to miss a good thing
and you'll never know how good it feels to have
all of my affection
and you'll never get a chance to experience
my lovin (OH!)
'Cause my lovin feels like...

OooOooooOOo...
U don't know my name
round and round and round we go (and I swear)
Will you ever know? (it feels like)
OooOooooOOo...
U don't know my name
round and round and round we go
Will you ever know?
Will you ever know it? No, no, no, no, no
Will you ever know it?

Spoken..
Well Imma have to just gon head and call this boy
Hello?
Can i speak to... to Michael? Oh, hey how you doin
I feel kinna silly doin this but uh, this is the waitress
at the coffer house on 39th and Lenox
U know that, one with the braids?
Yeah... well I see you on Wednesdays all the time
You come in every Wednesday on your lunch break, I think
And you always order the special, with the hot chocolate
My manager be trippin talkin about we gotta use water, but...
I always use some milk and cream for you, cause
I think you kinna sweet
Anyway... you always got on some
Fly Blue suit and your cufflings is shining all bright
So what you do?
Oh word?
Yeah that interestin...
Look man I don't wanna waste your time but
I know girls don't usually do this,
but I was wonderin if maybe we could get together
Outside the restaurant one day?
You know cause I do look...
a little different outside my work clothes
I mean we could just go across the street to the park right yeah...
Wait, hold up my... my cell phone
Breakin up, hold up,
Can you hear me now?
Yeah so what day did you say?
Oh yeah... Thursday perfect man

And it feels like
OooOooooOOo...
U don't know my name
round and round and round we go (baby, baby I swear)
Will you ever know? (it's like)
OooOooooOOo...
U don't know my name
round and round and round we go
Will you ever know?...

And it feels like
OooOooooOOo...
U don't know my name
round and round and round we go
Will you ever know?
It feels like
OooOooooOOo...
U don't know my name
round and round and round we go
Will you ever know?

i was listening to this song and i luv the lyrics there so true and i can relate to them so much:
sugarbabes im too lost in you

You look into my eyes
I go out of my mind
I can't see anything
Cos this love's got me blind
I can't help myself
I can't break the spell
I can't even try

I'm in over my head
You got under skin
I got no strength at all
In the state that I'm in

And my knees are weak
And my mouth can't speak
Fell too far this time

[Chorus:]
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you
(Too lost in you)

ooh
Well you whispered to me
And I shiver inside
You undo me and move me
In ways undefined
And you're all I see
And you're all I need
Help me baby (help me baby)
Help me baby (help me now)

Cos I'm slipping away
Like the sand to the tide
Falling into your arms
Falling into your eyes
If you get too near
I might disappear
I might lose my mind

[Chorus:]
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you
(Too lost in you)

I'm going in crazy in love for you baby
(I can't eat and I can't sleep)
I'm going down like a stone in the sea
Yeah, no one can mess with me
(No one can mess with me)

Oooh, my baby
Oooh, baby, baby

[Chorus:]
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you

I'm lost in you
I'm lost in you
I'm lost in everything about you
So deep (so deep), I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you
(Too lost in you)





FAiTH IS tHE bIRD ThAT feelS the LiGhT and sinGS whILE the DAWN is still daRk

one luv

not feeling well.....

gonna sleeep....

zzzzzzzzz..........

Once upon a time.....



................... THE END! ...........................



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MY COUSINS AND ME ARE CAMERA WHORES I TELL U!

hehhehehehe! we hog the camera like no ones beezwax! even alysha is taking the virus!!!!! she loves the cam!
cam-ho!

okok....im not feeling well, shivering now lar. but damn frenster pics arent doing a good job today.
hmm...all the cousins have pics of other cousins.....full time cam ho' i tell ya!

hahaha! in years to come , our kids are gonna be embarassed to have parents like us. hahahahahah! like...is that ur mom? and they will go....NO! hahaha

im high and im listening to Baby Bash - Suga Suga

that song got me goin on u get what i mean? heheheh! fell in love wit the song the first time i heard it. ON THE PLANE BACK HOME BALLS! hahahhahahah! okok....im going off now......

eh i got a temper lah! why do all quizzes says the same thing? hahahaha!

dun everyone have it? ahhaha....okok.... say what u wanna say...... write on my taggies....im watching miss world now....they are screaming WORLD PEACE! I CAN SO HEAR THEM! hahhahah!

oh yeah....i will write my blog later ok? im tired now. not feeling well, down with flu and all.....catch ya laterS!

oi....

yeah and thanks for helpin out wit my blogger....i am a real comp idiot. anyways....i still cant read the damn fonts! why why why? is it smthg wrong with my blogger or my comp? how come i cant see the way you guys see it?

and who in the world is nikee and tobey? i like to know who....but u been great, i need to know who tobey is so i can like ask him for help for my blogger.

oh by the way.... i did this quiz thing and it said that i am some ultimate goddess. bleah! here! read it.


ultamate Goddes. You rule over all and everything.
In most cases you are peaceful but have a
temper wich you use only for defending people


What beutiful goddess are you?(with anime pics!)
brought to you by Quizilla

but i must publish something to test it out right. (: -khalies

You are Form 0, Phoenix: The Eternal.

"And The Phoenix's cycle had reached
zenith, so he consumed himself in fire. He
emerged from his own ashes, to be forever
immortal."

Some examples of the Phoenix Form are Quetzalcoatl
(Aztec), Shiva (Indian), and Ra-Atum
(Egyptian).
The Phoenix is associated with the concept of life,
the number 0, and the element of fire.
His sign is the eclipsed sun.

As a member of Form 0, you are a determined
individual. You tend to keep your sense of
optomism, even through tough times and have a
positive outlook on most situations. You have
a way of looking at going through life as a
journey that you can constantly learn from.
Phoenixes are the best friends to have because
they cheer people up easily.


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juz came back...

overnite at oriental hotel with my cuzzies......quarter of them made it, and to the rest of u who din turn up...WHERE THE HELL WERE U??? HUH? WE HAD FUN OK! NEXT YR BETTER GET UR ASSES HERE! we are gonna make it like some tradition like the rest of our family ....u know eating seafood till out skin infested with rashes

after checking out, we decided to go to hjh maimunah for lunch. had good time eating all the malay dishes that i hv missed.
then we went looking for my lulur thingy.... scoured round the whole of bugis looking for nonsense. it was full blast hot weather man! i was soaking ah! summore carrying all the winter clothes that my sister conveniently forgot to carry along with her summore she has the car to carry the things with.


decided to catch a movie in cineleisure. watched "brother Bear " damn sad.....reli sad! i cried like hell.....omg!
after that, we wanna chill some plc. where else?
headed to spinellis'. i miss the damm place. damn old feeling.

met andrew there. he was with his frens and he told me that denise and ailsa was there. i was like ...damn! another mdis i see in spins! Its my trade mark alrite! not theirs!!!! anyways....yeah

chilled in spins till i got a migrane. and i went back....talked online....met the stalker agn...i tell you, im getting tired of this eso...american born chinese, masturbating in the webcam juz for me to see! i told nadia hubby...cuz he was online talkin to me...i told him to add this psycho and see wad he is capable of doing....

ali (nadia hubby) told me that he went offline juz like that. thats cuz that ali has a pic of his wife and kid in the display...of cuz that eso guy was like...damn! married man...or either married woman
hahha...

anyways...good riddance! i dun wanna see that psycho anymore man! ok...i gtg....i need to shower....


laters!

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shoik shoik! thanks naz!