Friday, July 30, 2004
word of advice to AISHAH AND MUNZ....from your frens
today i had a wonderful day...met my boo and met my gang. yeah ...guess what? there was tension seh juz now. dila is MAD at aishah.. man....that gal ahhh...aishah still doesnt get the hint why dila is mad at her u know...sigh...
karthi her bf must have felt uneasy balls...khai was there...yeaps..it was fine then he had to like leave early..i think he scaredla...got ppl like munz to make it late all..hehee...
yeah so yeah..zila had her hair cut...and dyed! for only 40 bucks!!! nahh beyyy! so cheap seh...but yeah if i do it myslef lagi free eh? yeah lah...dunno why im kinda hungry now..juz now i ate beehoon hongkong...it was ok but rather bland. shud have ordered fried wanton instead..what the hell..
aishah and karthi took a raincheck..say that dinner wit his mom...dila obviously didnt buy that ... yeah honestly me too...i cud see that they were uneasy and all..dila was really not even looking over at aishah's direction. really! oh gosh...there...what it takes to make your fren upset??? and this is what you get. aishah if you are reading this...its not easy you know...you hv like disapointed the whole lot of us...i dun wanna get involved thats why boo and me were like out of the pic. i mean i think abt karthi...how he feels that time when dila not talkin to aishah and all...but i cant help it you see...i understood where dila was coming frm and i kinda understood whr yu coming frm. thing is...you and munz have changed lah...seriously. all i can say for the both of you is this...i noe it sounds kinda harsh at the moment...but - CLEAN UP YOUR ACTS both of you.
frens will stand by you no matter what...but juz dun think that you can leave them and ignore your frens...cuz they have limits too you know...thats like taking advantage of ppl...esp your frens... so you better think what i said ok?
love you guys still though...peace.
... pearl blew kisses to emilio ...
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Thursday, July 29, 2004
this is for my baby .... I LOVE YOU
... pearl blew kisses to emilio ...
you think i'd leave your side baby
you know me better than that
you think i'd leave you down when you're down on your knees
i wouldn't do that
i'll tell you you're right when you want
and if only you could see into me
ha ah ah ah ah ah
oh when you're cold
i'll be there
hold you tight to me
when you're on the outside baby and you can`t get in
i will show you you're so much better than you know
when you're lost and you're alone and you cant get back again
i will find you darling and i will bring you home
and if you want to cry
i am here to dry your eyes
and in no time
you'll be fine
you think i'd leave your side baby
you know me better than that
you think id leave you down when you're down on your knees
i wouldn't do that
i'll tell you you're right when you want
and if only you could see into me
ha ah ah ah ah ah
oh when you're cold
i'll be there hold you tight to me
when you're low
i'll be there
by your side baby
oh when you're cold
i'll be there
hold you tight to me
oh when you're low
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hmmmm....
was so embarassed by emmie baby...hmmm..he READ MY BLOG! hahhaha! well he asked me soo many qsns....so embarassed! haawww hawww!
hmmm...so yeah..so what can i say...im so immersely in love with this human being. enough bt him la....lets talk abt what i did today..
i went for interview and guess wat? I WAS SELECTED!!yeah okaaaay...dun get too excited over all these eh...was like thinkin ohmigawwwddd! i din expect to be selected and all...anywhooo...i was like thinkin of wkin at pac coffee if i wasnt selected la...well....i need the dough, dawggg! hehe..
yeah the person who interviewed me was DESMOND....adelena khusnin's bro lah! another coincidence or what??? yeah the place was like farrrr from MRT but its ok lah...i forgot to ask whats the salary and all..skali sikit...forget it la...hehe...yeah..office job la is what i wanted all these while..so i can meet my emmz.
i need the dough....that is the title of the day besides from I LOVE MY BOO....hmmm....
if you feel me...call me love....*muacks!*
oh yeah! i need your attention on this k?... i know it kinda sounds like a kanchong spider like a tad too desperate...but i wud like to know
what is the title of sheik haikel new single eh? if you have the song, can you like send to me via msn pls???? pls???? i like it laaa...but i dunno what the title was...hehehe....
ok now you can go back to your wk....shooo! get lost!
... pearl blew kisses to emilio ...
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hey ya peepz...
i have an interview today at Tanjong Pagar hmm...some Amoy St thing...hmm...wish me luck!!
hehe.
hmm...another thing...meeting me baby...then chill....he will be overnighting at his aunt plc at bt merah...was supp to sleep there too but i dun think mom will allow me to so ya...anywhooo...i think my future isnt gon be that bleak no more....i better find me a job...support myself and all....yeah ....
ok i gtg...friday i will see my memberss....hehehe....kita chill chill eh??? yeah...heard that aishah will be bringin the new edition to the family of asmara -- karthi...her bf...so yeah...welcome to the family
diana...hope you bringing khai..he is nice to chill with...ok la...gtg...
... pearl blew kisses to emilio ...
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awwwwww... how emotional can one be huh? yeah today me and dila were scouting for vacancies...we were so bloody thick-skinned that we were like you know...super going to everywhere and asking weda there were any vacancies...were were THAT desperate! hahahahha! oh gosh! hehehhee
so yeah....was feeling ok lah...until towards the end i think...but emmie was being so understanding la..his usual self...hmm...did i mention that this fella...my OLD MAN...keeps me sane during these insane rough patches in my life??? yeah ....only thing is that...we are like goin thru this together...told him not to but he stood by me thru all the pain, the tears, angst, anguished frustrations and fears....he was there...
he is my GREATEST strength and my GREATEST weakness...
looking at him today...was thinkin 2 myself...what he has done for me..and what wud hpn if we not together...oh gosh...tears started tapping like water....in the bus...so sad...(hope he din see me tearing)....i cant bear the thought lah...he been there with me ...and i dun intend to do anything else..but be with him...only him.
even when i wanna look for job...he is my inspiration to go look for job u knoww....serious! he is my main concern...i wanna think all for him...breathe for him. i dunno what i do without him.... sometimes it makes me cry lah...sad rite....
baby...if you are reading this...i wanna say THANK YOU FOR BEING MY SIGNIFICANT OTHER. being there for me. with our joy and tears...fears and valiance. I LOVE YOU.
... pearl blew kisses to emilio ...
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dammit!!!
was thinkin of like pasting this site la...what kinda gf am i all...damn...dunno why i cant seem to paste it on my blogger...anywhooooo.....juz go to this site and check it out k peepz???
http://www.kwiz.biz/showquiz.php?quizid=146
ok...me typg out my resume...gotta find me a job lah...serious...hehe...ok la...times are bad...im feelign like shit..well...all i need is to find money to stay alone eh...yeah...dun ask me qsn la...this is what i want to do....
cheers..!
pearle blew kisses to emilio.......
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Tuesday, July 27, 2004
today is the last day my dad workin in shifts....finally sia! so i can like have some freedom in my house....i wanna live alone...seriously lah....thre isnt any connection in this house...except for my own things... i need to live alone so i know the meanin of responsibility..and of cuz the ever word freedom. thats what i need.
well...i hv been pissed with things i dunno why...maybe i hv become the OLD me. hope not sia....bitchy and always with dunno what sia. full of angst thats what i tld my emmie baby...hehehe....that fella ah...keeps me happy and sane...thank you love.
today i got doctors' appointment abt my lungs...hmm...nado called me...he asked how i was doin and all...well...we muz hang out one of these days aite? take care bro.
... pearl blew kisses to emilio ...
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Monday, July 26, 2004
rambling thoughts of the BITCHY me....
last friday...
let me brief you what happen ok? i had a good time initially...hangin out with rudy and all....had a good time walkin round town..u know how much i kinda like missed town since i came back and all...went to DFS and walked arnd...cuzzie Dian called me and wanna meet up...we were waiting for diana and her fren, Khai to come along too... so while waiting for her, we went shopping. dian was from the east and she wannna meet us up in town. my prepaid running low and then it got cut when ppl tried calling.
so yeah we were hangin out at mc cafe...cool place...they had the BEST...i repeat...THE BEST double choc!!! and its affordable! only $3.60! as compared to starbucks and other coffee joint. its delicious! and the ambience was spectacular! only sometimes you see some MATS AND MINNIES there hangin out and we saw this vietamese poserr! thinkin he some rapper shit! hahahahha!
ok... oh yeah back to the story... diana came and khai came...we had great time. he was a good company..a tad annoyin after dian came hahahhaa....but he is alrite. we shud hang out more then....welcome to the club! hehehe. oh yeah then dian came and we all waited for munz to come.
that one another clown i tell you. her attitude...she msgd me the morning and asked me weda we guys are headin to town lah and all..i told her to call diana so we can like meet up. we waited for her sooooooooooo damn blooody long and we were hungry i tell you!!!!
then we called and messaged her and all...still has the audacity to say she is on the way...where is ON THE WAY? TIM-BAK-TU???? you crawling frm there or what????
then she said she was from RAFFLES PLACE....its only 3 stops from there...so we expected you to be here at lido at abt that time....give and take arnd 30 mins....plus you walkin and all...45 mins later...we decided what the fuck....we juz kinda walked to lucky plaza to eat cuz we were DEAD HUNGRY...obviously she had to intention to call even sayin that she be late....oh yeah she did! she called when we were at lucky plaza...sayin that she was at Heeren...walkin there... i know munz character lah...when she is late..she wud drag her fren to come and place the blame to the fren. we asked her fren and all...she said NONE of them were late la...juz walkin and all....munz never say she bringin frn....we dun mind her bringin whoever...but HELLOOOOO!!! you are freakin late!! so yeah her attitude was DESULTORY i tell you...when she was there in lucky...we were pissed...she DIN HAVE THE AUDACITY TO APOLOGISE AHHHH!! obviously we were pissed at her...all she could do was say: DO YOU HAVE A PROBLEM??? eh munz....what other phrase you know besides that??? u are lucky ah....i am eating....u are lucky ah that khai and dian were there...if not for them....i dun care weda your fren was there or anyone for that matter i would have BITCH-SLAP you right back to where you came from ok?!!! u think you can take advantage of ppl like that...ppl who always think of you....YOUR FRENS?!!! we tot of you whenever we wanna hang out...DO YOU???
all your lies and all your excuses...you have changed ah....how dare you say those things to me as if you dun make any mistakes?? who do you think yu are???
think abt this...we waited like shit for you summore we were hungry...and all you could do was say those things??? hello!!! and you can make us wait for you eating like a bird???? i was juz waiting for the RIGHT time only....u think you can say those things to us??? to me??? afta what you did?? u were late and you make us wait for you to eat with that attitude of yours???? and den when we were at spinellis, you hanged there for a while and den you left...what the hell was that??? whats wrong with you??? u think abt it ok???
and dun come and say you dun feel welcomed...hello!! we think abt you each time we go out and meet up...but YOU.... all you did was show your KEPAK...what kepak??? u think you damn great ah? your soccer frens are more important rite? hmmm...good lah...dun come and say we dun invite you and all....u think hard ok? you are MATURE enough to think. you go and think. I AM REALLY DISAPPOINTED IN YOU... UTTERLY DISAPPOINTED. clean up your act munah...
dun test my water...clear water doesnt mean there isnt any danger ok? i might have been good towards you...if you test my water at the wrong time... juz dun try us ok? juz dun gt into our bad books.....im warnin you...you are our good fren a family fren...we are like family...if you decide to throw us some shit and show that you are GOD...i dunno what to say... all i can say now is ... pls do something abt your desultory attitude. you have changed and we dun like what we see in you...
as to the rest of you...welcome back dila...miss you gal...yeah we hang out again ok? love you...
emmie baby..i see you later ok??? taaa baby...miss you..
... pearl blew kisses to emilio ...
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Friday, July 23, 2004
yeah peepz
i am back finally! yeah now im waiting for my boo to finish doin his stuff. meeting him later. u know its kinda hard for me to go online though i always do go and tag on some of my fren's taggies i hardly feel the need to like type u know on my blogger. hahahaha! guess SLOTH is my weakness...hehehhee...
oh yeah what we gon do today...my future bro-in-law bday is tmr and we are celebrating at my cuzzie's hse. yeah all the family gatherin again...im kinda sick and tired of seeing the 'family' i dun mind cuzzins seriously but the word 'family' kinda seems too hard to swallow after what happened to me on the 29th. hmmm..dun wanna talk abt it.
thank god i got emmz to keep me sane i swear....goin insane all the time. what am i to do mannn???
baby....i love you....
... pearl blew kisses to emilio ...
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Thursday, July 15, 2004
everyone...
i have an attention to make. officially i will NOT be continuing my studies in perth.
yes...sadly NO. my parents have officially confirmed that i will not be studyin there anymore as the finances are overwhelming and all that. i am told by mom that i shud get a job first then continue with my studies or watever it is larr..
yeah...there were so many things running thru my mind. i hate it here in spore but im ok...i hate it there in perth but i like the freedom there...i dunno lar...i seriously dunno what else to think. i miss all my frens there. how i will miss them dearly and all that...tim, dian, jane, yatie, mich, vivi and all those names whom i din mention but you stay close in my heart...so i was given 2 weeks notice to vacate my house so yeah i might be goin to perth to pack my stuff and den back to spore...will miss everyone at perth home. keep in contact k guys! *huggiez*
... pearl blew kisses to emilio and ECU peepz! ...
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Tuesday, July 13, 2004
ok i better start sayin smthg here on my blogger bfore ayone else does....
its been ages since ive blogged...not lazy juz din hv the time. the mood to do so...
the sad thing is, i MIGHT be stayin here in spore...and not be studyin there in perth anymore....i said I MIGHT ok....not confrmed yet so you guys there in perth, dun get tooo excited there! i know you all are clappin your ass there *tim! i can see you jumping!! hahahaha*
yeah...times are bad and i hv to like work here for a time being and get some dough and work work work! in spore ??? well...i miss my baby emmie...will see him soon...I LOVE HIM...
ok...im done for now...my fingers are tired from all that typing..
miss you guys there in perth! *hugs*
... pearl blew kisses to emilio ...
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