I have been sooooo shagged lately.. thank god that it has come to the end of the mth and im clearing off all the bad karma thats been bestowing upon me day after day, left right centre i been attacked..

to all of you who are experiencing the same, let us all pray that the sun will come up and shine on us with goodwill and positivness.
We need all those positive energy to make it work...

YOu know who you are..
I been talkin to a fren of mine and its been healthy so far!
hahahaa! and I bet she feels the same too..
The reason I called her thinking that she will bore me to death with her innuendos and all,
but apparently she is a good listener! Kudos to you man!
thats good!
i mean she bothers to listen to my working nonsense and all without havign to know who is who.
thats great!

Will be going KL with the chicas, and more and more to come!
i hope no more love letters like the other time we went!
those with bad karma pls dun bother to come and infest all the good energy arnd ok!
go and be with ppl who are as lame as you are!

Nic... she has been an angel at work...
comes to my table and do my work for me so i can go back on time!
thats the key word- ON TIME!
boo has been like choking herself to fetch me all the way from my wkplace to hm...
man.. i need to destress.. but what can i do?
i dun have a car!

i cant wait to have one! really!
so i can go anywhere i want, whenever i want!
ok ppl i gotta meet my chicas....
toodles!

I see that there is no color in here...
so I decided to revamp and make it somehow powerful or somehow drastic..
its been too long since Ive done anythign spectacular..
maybe 'karma' setting in.. and all the bad karma i shall erase and make all the good karma set in

- erase all the bad karma on my taglines.. though it was meant for bitching session, I din expect it to blow up that way..
- erase all the work load and up comes the new ones..

Ive been sad thinking abt things that shud and cud have happen and things that shudnt have happen or said or done...
Im gonna sweep it clean and start with a new clean slate once and for all..
stuff at work has been a total blunder and I am not amused at all...
But thank god, things are getting better by the day, i hope...

all ends well...
throw away bad ppl and karma..
in comes good ones...
God bless us all...
Amen.

Ok.. I see thr are a lot of animosity going on here and I would like to clarify smthg...
whatever happens in the future after Ive blogged here is not my prerogative.
I know there has been some unhappiness going on arnd here and its between friends.
What was written in each others' blog is only for their own. Each of us are entitiled to their own opinion, their own right to say what they feel and all that.
I shall say this -- NO one is to write anything bad abt the other...

Jade - I know you are pretty concerned abt me and my life... but i was writing to express how i felt, nothing more. I dun intend to have your say broadcasted on cyberway so that others cud see what you thinking of. I appreciate your goodwill but pls cut the condescending remarks you have of others.
I have read all the tags and though it says 'bitching session starts here'... i meant your comments and not remarks. I knw you have lots of things to say but this is pretty serious and I dun want you or anyone else to get involved in this.

I want ppl to read my blog not to look down on others.. besides its online journal and all that, its how i feel and its been expressed thru cyberway and its like a sharing with all of you how i feel.
Your comments shall be kept to the minimal and not hurting others ok.


To the others -

I appreciate you guys reading my blog. I apologise if I may or have hurt the ppl involved.
I dun intend to blow this matter as it has gotten outta hand.
I shall start this blog with a new note. No more bad karma..
What i express here is only for my own memories and I want to share it with all of you.
So harap maklum..

I juz feel so sad that this has to happen. Jade, is my good fren, and yes, he may have hurt the feelings of some. I apologise on his behalf.
I am just upset over what happened, whatver happened between the 2 of you isnt one of my concern but when it involves me, Im sory but I have to step in.
So dun come and name call me and say those things abt me when all i did was blog abt how i feel.
You are my fren, and I suggest you do whats best. You know and I know that you are an adult, you think wisely. No one can ever change that.
Im sorry if I had been too upfront or whatever.
I have moved on...*as a matter of fact i did albeit i only say whats rite...
So you shud too...

those of you who are not satisfied, you can always call me up for a meet up.
those of you who dun get what i mean, ohh nevermind!
hehehe...

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BOOOHOOOOOO HOOOO...!

Le manipulateur a parle maintenant et a semble plein d'excuses !
Comment pathetique !
Vous baissez ce niveau bas juste pour obtenir des approbations.
Juste tout le monde obtenir pour penser le meilleur de vous.
Ecouter le Miel, Comme j'ai mentionne avant qu'et je le mentionnerai encore..

VOUS ne ME TROMPEZ pas.
VOUS ne POUVEZ pas TROMPER D'Etats-Unis.
VOUS ET VOUS TRUQUEZ POUVEZ BAISER AUTOMATIQUEMENT DE ET MEURT POUR TOUT je SOIGNE !


Amende !
vous dites des autres que vous devez etre plus prudent et toute cette merde !
Oh allumer ! que vous couchant a' maintenant ?
ARRETER TOUS LES MENSONGES...
LA TROMPERIE ET TOUTE L'INTERROGATION SI VOUS VOULEZ VOIR LES RESULTATS.
Me fier, Vous verrez les resultats.

Apprendre une leson d'ici la chienne !

Listen here, Listen hard...
Im gonna tell you once and for all...
I dun like what you done
No one bothers what you think
only those who are 'blinded' by your rantings.
You disgust me!

What you tell the world are all bullshit!
Disillusioned again by your thoughts...wht you think possible to vanquish your victims.
and appearing innocent shows how conniving you are.
You can tell the world with your woeful stories manipulative ways,
having the audacity to tell others to come tell it to your face..
all that to distract from the real problem.
You think you are smart?
You think you are good enough?
How abt tking a good look at yourself and see that you are juz one PATHETIC person
desperate for atttention and want others to stand by you albeit you are in the wrong
and you are quick to point fingers at others who deemed different in your eyes.

My my.. arent you the conniving one.
Listen sweetheart, you are one immature (if you think you can say tht in your own words)
and you aint seen the world in other peoples' eyes..
you and your what army?
you can do to us, you can do towards your friends too..
I shud be the one asking you what the hell were yu thinking? bitching behind THE BITCH'S back?
You shud play your cards well.
Now you are caught in 4 dimensions and all you can do is point fingers so the victim will be vulnerable to believe in your lies; caught in your trap!

You oughtta rot and die in the best swamp available..
oohh! are my words not sharp enough for you?
YOu are good in words all that bitch! but not good in playing the game.
YOu are good at phrasing words not to appear looking vindictive...
making those who dunno the REAL you look at you as vulnerable.
I hope you rot! I hope you die when you face working world
cuz sweetheart, you are juz a pigment of what the world needs.
your ideas, your thoughts your dirty vendetta against others are gonna be sooo useless when you work out there...
One thing that I've learnt in life...
is definitely not what you are practicing.

As far as Im concerned, I dun wanna see your fuckin face..
I dun even wanna hear from you
I keep my frens and I treasure them well,
You hurt my close fren, you pay the price.
You bitch behind my back to also OUR CIRCLE of friends,
YOU STAY OUT!
ppl like you are like GERMS. Contagious, no one knows when you will strike!
Im sure you have better comments..
come straight to my face, bitch if you want more RANTINGS from me.
Take the hint bitch. Stay out.

What words you gonna say next doesnt bother us.
Really.
As far as everyone is concerned you are juz a nightmare.
Finally gone forever!

This is what I am,
I think you shud've known me by now..

How dare you say that my behavior is unacceptable
So condescending unnecessarily critical
I have the tendency of getting very physical
So watch your step cause if I do you'll need a miracle

Well, I have never doubted you till this day that you can do what you did.
Look what you have done and who is the one at the end of the line?
Who will have the last laugh?
You can announce it to your frens, declare it thru out the world.
yeah ppl will be disillusioned by your constant rantings of what and which of them bitches been doing towards you.
All that cant be changed. Mind you..THE TRUTH WILL PREVAIL.

I have tolerated enough from other ppl who are juz simple minded unlike yours,
but honey, you take the cake!
Well read on, this one really reminds me of you... and the things tat you done..
There is more to this, im tellin yu
Juz dun try testing my waters, you wouldnt know how deep it is.
Dun assume the worst or the best of me,
you are still young and raw if you know what I mean..
If yu think you are smart, try mind fucking me bitch, I tell you whose mind is fucked!

(this Reminds me of her... I changed the words to rise to the occasion)

I should've left it at, how ya doin'
I should've left it at
I like your music too, and
I should've never called you back
When you called me
I should've never given you
My fuck' N two way
I should've never listened to your woeful stories
The ones I'm sure you old a thousand times before me
You should've never intimated you're her lover
When you know very well
You guys never even touched each other

Who's gonna love you when it all falls down?
and who's gonna love you when your bankroll runs out?
Who's gonna care when the novelty's over?
When the star of the show isn't you anymore
Nobody cares when the tears of a clown fall down...
Nobody cares when the tears of a clown fall down

I gotta break it to ya delicately, Dunny
Name-callin me bitch; mindfucking her frens wasn't nothin'
But I guess you wouldn't know that's the way I roll
Consequently now your ego's fully overblown
You don't want the world to know that you're just a puppet show
And the little girl inside
Often sits at home alone
And cries, cries, cries, cries
BOOHOOO HOOO...WHO?

Your pain is so deep rooted
What will your life become
Sure you hide it well..
But you're lost and lonesome
Still just a frail shook one
Tell me who's gonna love you?
oh! I'd like to know....
If you din have nothing..
Who'd still be there..
NOBODY
NOBODY
NOBODY

Bullies in the schoolyard
When they fall they fall hard
So you ..
better think twice, better play nice

'Cause who's gonna be there when the jokes on you
A marionette show..
Who's makin' you move though
I know what kills you slow
But I'm gonna keep your little 'Secret' though
And you know that I know
You're no superhero
I guess your mamma never told you that what goes around comes around.
POW!

Today is Nipples first day at work. I was planning on waking up late and all that.. askign for time off summore... den nipples has to call me up. Asking for directions and all that.
So I decided to go to work ... and guess what? I reach on time!!!!
you realise that when you wanna b late, you ended up earlier than expected..!!
when you are already late, you will be late! what is going on here man!!!

I reached work 10.15am I was only 15 mins late! when i told my TL that I will be takign time off till 11am.. what the fook!??
arghhh.. anyways, not many ppl are arnd ... darn, im early again.
I wanna see Nic and where she was seated...
When i came to wk, I got a lot of emails from Ph sayin that they wanna close with me.. so I got like 3 closings in a row!
Den i had the time to rest, den zaki told me that there is some hot chic somwhere..askin for directions and all, to my horror, it was NIPPLES!!! hahaahha!
tell you more later!
i gta go meet them...

if those of you who are wondering who im talkin abt..
well, its some passing cloud that really causing lotsa catastrophe..
YOu know who you are... well, its obviously not my hommies, nor my colleagues,
uni mates or whoever..
dun worry its not you all... its some bitch who felt the pinch when no one is even pinching her!
Hahahahha!
Someone is sooo disillusioned by what she sees..
I almost feel sorry for her!
oh well... as long you know its not you... IS and partner, Munz and partner.. etc...
its not you all.. its someone we know..

I dun comprehend some ppl who are juz so naive and still has the audacity to assume the worst of me.
I think one has to really speculate before making hasty decisions.
You are sooo full of guilt that you think you are the only accquaintance that I have ever knwn for the past dunno how many years.
You cant even count to save your life you cunt!

Already you are one helluva shallow.. you want to incur others' wrath.
Watch your step bitch cuz the NARCISSISTIC BITCH will bellow your way till you will not see the light of day. and May God or whoever you pray to these days will rest his soul upon you and your family.
And pls.. who ever mentioned abt you and your family?
YOu are a pigment of something thats past in our lives...
Its an unfettered past or juz passing cloud.
So all your illusions abt me dissing you, I think you better do some research before you
pint pointing to others ok!
I think you better watch your language.. twisting the story here and there and everywhere.
People who are called friends dun juz 'support' you and agree totally with you even if you lied to them abt the whole truth.

Disgusting and Repulsive! Bitch PLease!
Ppl who were there to witness the entire ordeal that we went thru is ntg compared to you and your possee talking abt us, bitching abt me when I din even do anything towards you.
YOu are soo disillusioned and I am sooo sorry for you!

Good luck for you and your destroyed life..
Hope you find some good in your life now..
till now... you are some passing cloud so if you think you can pass thru me again..
think again ok slut?!
YOu are passing by your own waters... YOu duno how deep they are..
do you even know what im talkin abt here?
Well, of cuz you dont!
Judging from where you last educate yourself...
Bleargh! you ppl disgust me..
Get out of my face and off my life you slutish cunt of the highest order!
you dun deserve to be called a fren...

NOW GET THE FUCK OFFF!
DUN BOTHER US!
we were better off without you, unappreciative bitch!