so much for trusting....

well...its been ages since I had bloged.. well...thing is, lotsa things been happening since my sis wedding... for starters... I have been unwell...down with pneumonia, my lungs swelled badly that I cant breathe... My asthma kicked in... and the fever and flu came and joined the gang... after that... to top it all off... I had a bad sore throat..from all that coughing and all the phlegm... GAWD... I tot i was gonna die!

I went to KL had a blast and also some mind-boggling things that still needs to be solved..
I have been so upset with things I simply cant explain... I cant put it to rest you get what i meant? thing is I dunno what else to ssay ... if you are unclear you gotta read boo's blog to understand what has been happening...

I cant stop crying thinking abt things... i am not the kind of person who throw frens like that... Things that happened , they all happened for a reason...

sigh... I reli duno what to think now... things already happening... all I am concerned now isnt anything else...its juz her and her unborn child. Thing is, she isnt bothered, thing is i got this feeling that she is being *spellbound* by her annoying bf that has been an asshole since god knows wen... i dunno what else to think and say now... my heart is crushed....

if you are reading this... All I want is now is not to fight... i am not that kinda person... thing is, I am concerned abt things that has been happening to you... life has bestowed all this mishapen things to you that youre simply blinded by all these and you have forsaken the ppl who sincerely cared abt you...loved you as who you are.... not what we want you to be... YOur bf has been telling you to do things that he wants you to do. that isnt what you want gal....

im crushed... im so utterly disappointed in you..

yeah here i am again..abt to leave the office and all...

I stole some napping time while i was doing the bank statements... hehehee! Cheryl was keeping quiet..she know how sick i was with my migrane. Sigh... tomm I am posted to Gleneagles! Sigh! I am so bored of that place. Yeah sure... tv all on you...but above all...it sucks!!! it really does!!! I had to bring yvonne there and yeah... I told her its gonna be so dead boring there until there is soo much time to do things... Last time boo took care of me there...kept me company and all that...Now, yeah i have to teach her stuff there...

Hmm..what else? and that gleneagles bitch called Susan will be here at Mt Elizabeth! how bored is that!? bloody bitch better not touch my stuff there! hmm...what shall i do there??? sian... cant even go on the net and all that.... arghhh! I feel like taking some off...! and btw, my migrane still hasnt subside...
cant wait to meet boo... all of us are so free now... hehee...

juz now 2 patients reli pissing me off...one is the mother of the irritating boy who cant stop crying and the other was the indo man who shows off like fuck! today dr loh is a bit too much lar... he ah... he made the patients wait for solid 3 hours!!! realii! and i tried to cover up his arse for him but it seems that what we said are invalid... he is too much!!!


Love you boo! cant wait to see you!

here i am at work again... I have this major migrane that is kinda hard for me to stare hard at the screen much less walk or talk... so today i shall cut it short..

today, booo is going to collect all the money for the trip. altogether all abt 14 ppl...so yeah...23 bucks each ok? yeah and I am like saving my money for the trip. scary lah...but wat to do?? Boo and myself decided that we save whatever money possible and go there. spendign money for the hotel and all... expenses for food and all that.. we doubt that we will be shopping so nevertheless, try saving money ah...

My head is throbbing so badly that I need to rest... Boo..i see you later aight...? I love you

:: aNoThEr OnE BiTeS tHe DuSt ::

whenever i blog...kristy is always behind me.... hhehehehehe...
Yupz! we are free now! dunno what else to do...i was at the bank for like 30 mins and then the bugger said he cant change d 50 dollar note!!! dang!!!

so yeah...im missin my boo...and boo..as what i said it was yest that we talked things out...not saturday...on saturday we had a GOOT fight! it was sooo bad that it literally spoilt my day...LITERALLY.... it was my sis wedding eve and i am like sobbing my ass off till morning...

all ends well... The wedding was great...everyone praised the deco...tip top... bleah. only thing thats missing there is boo...if only boo was here... my dad sent me to work this morning and he told me things that i kinda find it a revelation.

On the contrary... let me juz say this to all ... what i have learnt from my failures and experiences that we cant trust families.... I mean... like uncles and aunties and all that shit.
I for one, had a revelation that I cant trust them... as for dad...this morning he told me that he was kinda upset that his siblings didnt kinda helped or offered any help at the wedding... they merely juz came for the food. None wants to be responsible for anything... dad kinda upset... me too.... i duno why people wanna do this... i am really upset wit my uncle who is a cameraman...luckily i din want him to be the designated cameraman....! it was sloppily done!

dad knows that i am goin to be bitchy! so he leaved it up to me to kill the living shit outta him..and more them to come...he (dad) thought that he can trust his siblings turns out that all of them disappointed him big time!! hmmmm....sad! thats sad... if you dun wanna do it sincerely, next time juz say ok? dun be a farking hiprocrite! typical... so typical of all of you!

screw y'all bitches!!! may the force of worldly deadly terminal viruses spreads in your genitals and they become septic and stinking and I SWEAR... pus will come oozing out from them!!!
Cheeebai!!! my dad dun need all your help la fuckkaz! I HATE EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU! u hear me? go screw yourselves and fucking die!!! GO AND FUCKING LOOK AT YOUR VAGINAS AND DIE!

now daddy.. u know that u can never trust or depend on your family esp your siblings...
i told you... onli your frens will be the ones who are true and WILL stay true to you...
daddy i love you...cheer up ok?????

boo...i cant wait to see you later... I LOVE YOU BABY...MISSING YOU WILL ALL MY HEART AND SOUL.... MUACKKKKSSS!!!!