hey all..here i am...back again...AT PACIFIC COFFEEE!!! YOOHOOOO!
hmmm..what can i say??? its like as if im a permanent resident here. baby is here with me....checking mails and all...here we are...and here i am like checking mails that were wayyy overdue...
hmmm...

so what can i say abt today??? its kinda been a stressful thing. its like i dun wanna fight..but things happen like he pisses me off..makes me GERAM..u know..and i sorta slapped his arm. he was like supposed to be talking to me...instead he placed his hands covering his mouth...it juz happens.i din wanna do it..but i had to...hrrrmmmmppphhh!!!!!

but all ends well....after all the tears of anguish...we cooled down. things are better as usual now...but im still wondering what is it abt me that he MISSES...he said he MISSES THE OLD ME. so what is it hunz??? i wanna know..he mentioned dun ask...but u know...i was like been thinkin the whole time...each waking hour and second, i kept thinking ...what cud make him miss the OLD me? have i taken a turn for a change??? have i???

here i am...waiting to sign off...so here i am...hehehe...
emmilio...i love you

... pearl blew kisses to emilio ...

hey all...

here i am...at pacific coffee where di works.doing nothign so im like visiting the blogger lah. hmmm...hows my life now,some of u might ask...im doing fine.

we are like chilling here like as if there isnt tmr.

juz wanna say that....im kinda bored...im gonna check my mail and there isnt much for me to do...well...kinda like doing nthg so im like gonna go now.till then...goodbye!!!

ps: i know im like sprouting nonsense...juz bear with me k??im soooo bored



... pearl blew kisses to emilio ...

today i woke up and my first thought was ...LIFE. what life is all abt...
what exactly it does for everyone...

today me and emmie baby was out sendign a good fren to the hospital, another life is gone. sadly...its an innocent child. i feel so sad abt it...but she is my good fren. i pray the BEST for her.

my baby...he is my life...thats ultimate. today he told me...he wud go insane with his sister being an ass and all in his life is like full of shit and all...but he told me that above all that...lookin into my eyes, he felt calm. the same thing that i feel when things are like shit.

i understood what he felt as i feel the same thing every time i face all shitness in life.
emmz baby...we will go this together ok? all the shit in life. life has its ups and downs, but least we knw, we have each other to lean on...I GOT YOUR BACK BABY...i wanna take this time to thank you. tell you again how i appreciate you.
i love you.



... pearl blew kisses to emilio ...

today my baby was unwell...doctor diagnosed him with migrane. he was given pills to be taken daily..or when necessary. hmmm....thank god he is ok. we rested a bit den we went to arab st went reccee for materials for my sis wedding.

intended - french lace....we went scouring for french laces...then we came across this shop...it was beautiful!! really! my initial color was yellow...but my baby said that i look pale in the color...its like as if the color has 'sunked' with me. hehe...my baby is so articulate. hehehe....smooth la he! love him!

yeah so we spent time there like hours...time passed sooo fast that we din know that we took that much a time! anyways...we had dinner at some hawker centre...where the tea was like ORGASMIC! hhahaha....we hada chicken rice...it was really shoik man!

u know wad? i know i been saying this over and over agn....i love spending time doing stuff with him. not THAT stuff...stuff like shopping...grocery shopping and all... it makes the relationship building more substance and meanin to the word. what am i saying??? i hope you get what i meant by reading this.

its like doing things together and all...

hehhe...i feel so contented today. doing things together with him makes it more meaningful... being with him itself..takin care of him makes it worthwhile and meaningful. every second is like a infinite picturesque memory that i can remember a lifetime. its a feeling that i cant describe. looking at him sleeping, looking into those eyes, skin, the way he smelled, the way he breathe....juz makes me smile with envy...how lucky i am to be with this wonderful, amazing and beautiful soul i call my life--...my man. Baby...i love you.


... pearl blew kisses to emilio ...

hi all...

im sitting here at what..? 0840 hrs....thinking what i am doin online...mom not wking. she is watchign discovery channel abt christ and all...hmmm...she said these researchers can see jesus's face! woohoo....

missing someone so badly...its killing me. when i came back from KL, i was like thinkin i cud spent time with him...but..... i hope things are gon be better...been crying my eyeballs out ..... dunno lah..


home --. at home now..its staring blankly at me with unspoken nothigns. i dunno what else to do...all i want is out...wen i get enough money...i wanna live alone. i cant stay with ppl who think that they are freaking GOD! military lifestyle is not for me.. i had enough for 25 years...and now...im wanna go and search for my own life.

sadly...





... pearl blew kisses to emilio ...

hey all...

yeah i hv been missing in action .... yeaps...went to KL for vacation. i was really tired u know...hmmm...preparations for sis wedding due in May. yeah...so met the 'best man' for my bro in law for the wedding...since im gonna be the maid of honor...yeah its like a dinner intro to meet him...he is from san francisco so yeah...his name is Dominic...call him Dom for short...kinda old though...but okok la..

he was like telling us that he will be there for the wedding and he has the baju for it...so yeah we hv to like match the baju for the wedding..so i assume he knows that i want the baju to be yellow...so hahaha..he better have some of that color...

hmmm..aside from that...im kinda bored of food! i was so annoyed with the consumation of food...and GAWDDD...can my father eat or what?!!! he was like stuffing himself with food! i almost puked! too much of food la..gotten me sick!
hmm...tell you more later...anyways...i din really enjoy myself though...
cant wait to get back....which i did..and i miss him sooooo much! hmmm...hope he is readign this....miss you!! gave me letter summore...read it like over and over...feels like home...YEAHHHH....thats what he makes me feel....I FEEL LIKE HOME WHEN IM WITH HIM....i love my boo!


... pearl blew kisses to emilio ...

HI hi HI!

it was beautiful....we went to the ndp preview...its not the real event though..but its worth the heat, the smell of ppl's armpits and body odor...heheh...
i hv to say though my fav event is the uniform grp...i have to say...there were more...there were the fireworks that worked wonders for the whole event. my frens and i were so amazed....emmie baby has the vidz of it...its really beautiful...
you hv to be there to experience it ...the whole thing....when the national anthem starts...and the chopper arrived bearing the flag of singapore...its really poignant, i have to say....and IM PROUD TO BE A SINGAPOREAN..

Majulah!! Singapura.... *beams*

here are some pics where you can see ...to some singaporeans who are overseas..here are some pics for you k?

This is during the starting...the contingents. uniform grps.


the Singapore AirForce...whoaaa!


when we were singing the anthem..this is where I feel proud to be a Singaporean....*beaming*


the 21 gun salute


the mass display...by the People's association - very nice...colorful


fireworks....whoa....i like this shot! beautiful!


this one also...very vibrant...like electric raindrops


another one bites the dust....heheh


not too nice..but what the hell...my fotos came too late lah..sorry


now...this....is the finale....nice rite?????