Friday, September 28, 2007
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELIE!
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BITCH NITE OUT PART 1
IT WAS ONE OF THOSE DAYS WHEN YOU WANNA LASH OUT.
CUZ OF YOUR HATRED OR DISLIKE OF SOMEONE AND THE BEST THING YOU CAN DO FOR THAT PERSON OR YOURSELF IS PLAY THEIR GAME...
AND SO WE ARE.
YOUR TIME IS RUNNING UP.
I SUGGEST YOU RUN
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Tuesday, September 18, 2007
RAMADHAN
now its the start of ramadhan and yes, i have to curb my senses and tastes and all the other senses that i sure will be doomed to hell if i were to overuse it.
I started workin at GH again and yes, heard lots of nonsense hahahahaha!
why cant ppl work in peacE? god bless CHAMPION...
oh yeah! i went out with sis and family over the weekend to look for elie's clothes.. and look at teh pics..elie in hats. aside from her ardent lack of commitment to buy clothes, she rather sing and looking like a goon hahahah!
check this out.
and to all muslims out there. SELAMAT BER-FASTING!
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Thursday, September 06, 2007
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"live the dream" - NOT!
i was rather disturbed last nite- has anyone seen 'live the dream' last nite?it was my second time watching it in full..im very happy for my fren shauna *(whose real name is sharon sumei hahahahaha) who made thru cuz she deserves it.. fendi and sunga as well.. you guys deserve to be at the spot.i bet others wud agree with me.. why is it this time too lil malays? btw. NONE live the dream mainly focused on cheenas who made it.victor? hello? he cant sing!!!! his voice cant call fo help. in fact, his voice needs the help!after the rain? what fuck you singing? you gave bon jovi a bad name by singing "its my life" and you accentuated on the "departed" and "broken-hear-tedddd" ever sooo distinctively that you put the brits to shame!
and you guys sang and played the music off key! hello this is not karaoke session or your regular jamming session at the pub!look at B.A.R.B.....~ they shd be the one in the finals! cuz they are natural on stage!they look like real performers..i dun wanna sound racists here but malays and eurasians can sing!!! thats a fact!we are natural. we can deliver!!!!i know ive had heads nodding in agreement with me here.i mean what the fuck! it upsets me truly that they wanna prove something herehello?!!! cant you tell? signapore idol - 2 are malays!ok fine maybe theres this thin line that the runner ups made it more in taiwan china and their counterparts as compared to taufik and hady in singapore who can only made it with 7-11 commercials or suria and mediacorp etc or whatever local scene there is.im upset!i dun wanna sound like a wet blanket but i think this is a popularity vote. den again.you got the boy-band face, you get your votes.. voice? oh its not the matter...cuz the young ah lians are lokin for more than juz voice. (which means if they wanna hear or buy his cds, they muz have the dvd where they can see his face and subtitles cuz half fucking time, he slurs when he sings...)same goes for after the rain. you guys suck!i wud like to be proved wrong.and i bet you the public wud like you too (except for your fans *oops FRIENDS more like it cuz they love your voice no matter what- and also...they are SUPPOSED TO BE SUPPORTING YOU) so all the best. the ratings will drop tremendously im sure....until the ads abt yu guys singing proves likewise.robert sunga and fendi. love you guys. i think you guys are gonna make it to the final 2. (if there is one)shauna - all the best.sugarettes - ohhh you guys are sooo saccharine-ly saccharine! (pls dun quit that day jobs of yours.andrea fonseka - love the way you look each time. au naturel on stage and with that personality of yours... simple.michelle - keep it simple. short and cute. (im talkin abt your hair and speeches)utt - one of the best songs ever written -- *you say it best.....* (sing-a-long with me)
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ritz carlton
these are the things and ppl im gonna miss at ritz:
1) 150 fucken datas to be completed in a day and
- how much we dun give 2 fucks abt it and not completing them
2) Hw much we completed them before 3pm hahaha
3) how we shared movies and vidz together
4) faris and his crappy-ness
5) the naked ppl at the female locker room
6) the hairdryer and shower in the ladies toilet
7) the bread,croissants etc in the staff canteen
8) effa and her warmth
9) fiya and her cuteness charms and her carressing my boobs and bum hahahah
10) habsah and her "butter" cookies -- 100% butter,20% flour. 0% sugar!
11) The staff pass that made us have 3 occupations (visitors, banquet,contractor)
12) The smoking corner; more like smoking BOX
13) the internet access -- at home i dun have any
14) win lose or draw hahahaha with the boys
15) the room filled with incubus of bacterial; viral, airborne; you name it.. all the kinds of infection you can think of
16) sitting and messing the place up-- and not getting screwed for it
17) Khairuddin and his loud antics
18) Imah who wants the world to know her conversations wid her bf and how she dislikes to follow him to his grandma's to paint the house hahahahaha19) the hot indian dude whos been checkin me out when i passed the laundrette dept
20) oh dammit!!! i miss 10 days of beautiful memories at ritz carlton
i realli hope that they call us in again if they need any staff..
good pay yeah ??
and candace, effa and fiya-- thank you again for the souvenirs and gifts you got for us.
will miss you loads... thanks for getting into trouble for 'stealing' food for us from the cafeteria
thank you for 'closing one eye' when we didnt do the work.
you can be the best managers we all cud ever dream off...
whole day i was watching movies, shows and etc... and tmr, we planned to play charade, win lose or draw.
you all will be missed.
till we meet again.Went back to guthrie and guess who i bummed into..abang hikam!!! ohh goddd! i had never been so sprung! hahahahahaand my BEST FRIEND also had a crush on fiya and viceversa..good for you ruud! hahahahahaha
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Wednesday, September 05, 2007
help me help you
geesh.. you are still young and beautiful yet you have loads of negativity in you.you think that everyone is not on your side and everyone is casting you aside and boohoo-hoo...you dun need help..well as you mentioned before, you think that ppl dun love you cuz they dun show it to you...ppl see thru your effort... your deeming effort and motivation to win.like the other person, worked so hard, stayed over and practised it albeit school or what not.what have you got to say?frankly my dear, you dun deserve to win albeit its your creation and all...poor unfortunate souls...they said they dun need help. they think thy can solve it without the help or advice of others..instead of them thinking the smart way, they start to think negative and all the paranoia in 7 different languages starts to poison ones' mind.stop. look. listen.you got frens who care abt you. even if you think you dun like them much.you din choose your frens. they choose you.if you are good inside, they come to you....those that you hate, or dislike, they will and might be the ones who help you when shit happensi been there before.and u noe what? i feel sorry for you..you got a fren who is sincere in helping you ease your probs but you and your paranoia and negativity kills the will to love one another.thus, killing you inside.you mix with ppl who are 2 headed and they dun do much to help too..instead to you tats what you wna hear,but not the naked truth...true frens give the truth..it hurts but they still stand by you...gfs, bfs wifes partners and what not... they dun..cuz they stand for their selfish self..frns who are there and really those who are and have been there are the ones whom you shd be lookin out for and treasure them.frens are not the ones whom you knew for years or juz seconds ago..its those who knows you and you know them...its those whos seen thru your flaws and loved you for it.open your hearts and eyes...if you think that everyone is out there to hate you...well, dear, you shd first be lookin at yourselfinstead of why ppl are giving you the looks and what not.you lack the confidence to face them, how are you gonna face the world when u are faced with the challenges of working life and life itself??think abt it...frns at work... well, certain ppl are not exposed to other ppl's lifestyle and habits,maybe there is smthg in you that ppl might find unbelivably silly but to u, its who you really are.den dun change it!they might be your greatest critic and i dare you to take it constructively.it can be of a challenge but juz like me, you have to be thick skinned.i believe in you... you got what it takes.juz need a lil training and a lil shaking up.stop being a hypocrite. its ok to speak your mind.its ok to be a bitch. not many ppl can do that.i do, in fact speak my mind. im vocal enough to kill a man's ego....so what?dun be afraid to face up to the music.its ok to make mistakes... we are all human..i learn from mistakes too many times...and i learn from them and never repeat them.you shd too..its a start. not too late.at least you are not 80 and learning how to make frens and influence others hahahahahyou are still young.. u were not told how to stand up for yourself. be independent.its ok.. step off it and deal with it.its hard but at least you will be ready to take on the battles of life and look at it in 80 years and say -- "hey... i did it. life is great and easy. i have good frens who are true to me till this day.those come and gone, they dunno what they are losing.. im at no lost, ive lived a fruitful and worthy life"juz try. you need help.
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Tuesday, September 04, 2007
a wise person once told me :
"you have to be on top of your own things and be responsible for what you do"
so my fellow readers...im here to educate myslf and those reading this...reading ppl's online journals not only you get hot gossips and hot news abt ppl and their lifestyle...its not only abt knowing what they like, per se, or when they prefer to shit or what happens in their lives today... its also abt learning a thing or two from the lessons in life...in my blog, i tell readaers abt what ive experienced, how i feel abt it and hopefully you guys will not do the same... and if you had experienced the same as i did..you can discuss them over the tagboard ive prepared for you..its also abt having long lost frens reunited and it feels soo goooood...its also abt staying away from ppl whom you rather meet online den face to face...(highly unlikely)and its also abt interacting and make ppl's day...i intend to create positive energy from reading my day to day life experiences and who knows... my children will read it from the first time i had this blog and they can learn a thing or two...and who knows...? it cud be in the public forum... a new way and less expensive way to learn abt lessons in life...frm a gal whose life can be a pulitzer award for an autobiography of her life.like whats been written in my blog titles before: pearle unleashed... redundant but as important... for your perusal...all these means that ive expressed everysingle vein and blood that ive bled and breathed...everything that i feel all the way from the 5 sense and to the numbness of my fingers typing automatically....as you know my brains and my fingers are trying to compete who thinks and acts faster compared to the other...i have always been fascinated by nature and also by the subconscious.i have carl gustav jung to thank for that.clinging on to the past teaches you to be a bitter person for the future.but if one looks at the past and takes lessons from it... one will be a better person in the future.heartbreaks, tears and pain and misery... these are the culprits of the past that can and will haunt you if you let them...you can only take in this much of pain.. why expand and dare the impossibilities..?what do you have to prove that you can deal with the pressure and pain?take a lil pain and heal from it. learn from it.and from there you will succeed in life...words from my grandma Sam Ahmad, who teaches my mom and thus to me... abt life...theyre the firm believers of never lookin back... move forward..and i want to share this with you...if you had bad deals in life... with yourself.. come to me..we can discuss this...with this, i thank you for taking the time to read.- pearle -
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can i speak my mind without being interrupted???
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Saturday, September 01, 2007
recent pix of elie
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