mom and dad's bday has juz passed and it was kinda having my lowest days lately.
dinner was at the usuals... and im getting sick and tired of the food there.
but i was amused by elie's antics -- trying to get the attention of the bartenders and waiters there so she can smile and make them squeeze her cheeks.
tat gal took my bag and scrutinized my stuff and squeezed my moisturisers and my bag zip is not working.
for a small gal, she has got strong hands.

the lady sitting next to our table ordered mainly fruits.
juz fruits! hell! you can buy them at the market for a fraction of the price you pay per head! $45++ and you juz eat fruits. thats lame
me and dad still not on talkin terms... trying hard to sorta win his heart but i think time will heal...

i guessed that some ppl are juz ignorant. they oversee such matters.
matters of the heart, me and boo havent been having the best time in paradise either.
i dunno i think its the lacking in communications and some things juz cant be explained.

its kinda sad to think that every time i had to ask for you and you never thought abt me.
im that invisible?
you are busy with your shit and what am i supposed to do?
ignore?
i dun wanna be feeling that way....
i think all those 3 or more years, i have been tolerating it...
i guessed time off from each other is the best thing....

yeap