Saturday, July 21, 2007
20th July 2004, Friday
20th July 2004, FriI waited for you for so long and i was kinda upset abt it as i have anticipated this moment for months now.
we havent been spending enough time since you had the bike.... in fact before you even had it, but nevertheless, i have never thought nothing more than juz finding our own rice bowl. after waiting for 2 hours and more, you finally made it and by that time, i was filled with disappointment and angst and those feelings that i shouldnt b feeling when i felt during the 2year anniversary episode. i cant stop crying my eyeballs out thinking why things have not changed and why wasnt i thinking of jus packing my bags like i said i wud like ages ago?? its what you call love ok! but having ppl simply taking full advantage of things juz dun make it any better for the situation..anyway, you came and we argued for another hour and finally we decided we were hungry (its like our relationship soothed by juz hunger pangs or someone given a flatulence and the argument is over and we resumed to status quo).
a lot had happened between these few weeks and i believe that its all lacking of communication between us.
and problems at work dun seem to steam off... over some old overly sensitive person whose words bear lots of credit when it comes to promotion and stuff, whatever you call it, she calls the shots on the contrary that she is a little illiterate and half spoken english. and moreover, when you did nothing and others somehow tend to suck up to her juz so to 'jaga' her feelings and thoughts of you. (hoping that she wud unjudgingly and unbiasly put in a good word for you when the big bosses comes to ask for her opinion of you) as for me, i took it constructively.... as egalitarianism offered nothing to those involved.... not the lady managers so EJ and Blackburn, you are waived from these allegations.ok enough talks abt work, anyways, today we went to my old house and took a lil walk up to my old house.....
old flat at clementi west st 2. i missed the air there.... baby was kind enough to bring us there and took a look at the tenants who might be living there. ie, my old neighbor and all, and my baby chair, was there... too bad we din remember to take pix of it... if so, my mom will be sooo happy. i felt soo happy and sad at the same time. bittersweet more like it... i missed it soo much and to share my happiness with boo is the best thing....next stop baby, wud be my grandma house in holland ok! hahahahha!!! pls pls pls!!! and also we take a ride to see siglap houses ok baby??? i wud love to see the old colonial houses there cuz im sooo in love with the deco and the story behind it... and also lets go house hunting... i think that takes the stress out from our daily nonsense of hating each other's faces and stuff.
and also now i feel sooo safe finally riding with your bike since you know how to control ya bike and temper! hahahah
cuz that time when we went mustafa when we took the ride for the second time on your bike, you literally shouted at ppl who were crossing the road as if its theirs! its hillarious but hell now when you are like the beginner and stuff!speaking of mustafa, guess who we met there?! Dzul and shark! hahahahhahah!
hahhhaa! finally get to see him and catch up with times.
not knowing a lot of shit going on anywys, it was great hanging out with them....
over and all, i had a great time and looking forward to more rides with you baby.. rides roung singapore?
what say you??
after all the shits, im still in love with you..now watching ellen re-runs on tv, its the mothers day special and its hillarious and im green with envy when they getting all the freebies and all, albeit i havent had a baby and all, hell! who wudnt want freebies?? washer and dryer from Maytag; multi-purpose stroller and all arghhhh!!!! Ellen was psedo-pregnant with plastic balloons hahahhaa! the one liners that she gave in the beginning of the show was that "last two weeks i had my back problems and now its fixed, and now its gone to the front!" hahahhahahahah! and what more, the toilet that filled with loads of preggers who were eating prickles and peanut butter, fully equipped with plasma tv hahahahhaha! some lucky women will be getting something if im not wrong.. oh whatever it is, im feeling happy. im sleeepy, seee you in asmaraland baby. I love you!
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