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Ever heard of friday blues?
well, now you do!
i woke up tired and its supp to be afternoon shift but due to the new ceo cming and all that, everyone had to be at work in the morning.
i am already tired and the nite before i am simply pissed with so many things thats been happening.
Thanks Tim for waking me up! Fadzli too..
eventho' was woken by them, i am still tertonggek tonggek on my bed, tryg to be get off bed.
fuck man!
I wore formal today thinkin that the old man will be cmg today and all that... In the train, somebody kept msgn me and I din get my sleep in the train! i am soo pissed! my sleep was alredy distorted thanks to that moron! What?! so now i had to attend to you? after all the heartbreak and hurt you showered me??
why muz i? why shud i bother meeting you and all that sedangkan the hurt has not healed?
what you want me to do? sit there and hear your lame stories, your damn tears or makin me tear for that matter? i dun want that.. i dun like that. i rather not see your fuckn face and not meet yu so i cn sort things out!
some ppl are simply selfish.
dragging myself to work... when i reached work, fadzli opened the door for me and told me the ceo isnt coming today! (????!!!!!!@#$$%%^^&^*@!@!@@$#) wht the hell!!!!!
why make the announcement like that?! why waste our sleep and all like that?! i am not happy with it!
that makes another crappy day!
when i was at my desk, zaki was counting the closngs we got for january.. PATHETIC! after all the hardwork... i still cant get the incentives..!!! and now thy are asking us to take the m5 m9 and the cgi certs to have the licence to sell insurance! fuck off lah!
at first that semut told us when we attended the interview.. you are not an insurance agent.. yu wil not be doing like the insurance advisors are doing. juz call then policyholders and tell them abt the products.. creating awareness...I am a mass comm bred, who majors in public relations during my uni days..
creating awareness is my thing.
not today. im selling everything under the sun and paid peanuts!
manulife was choosy in having my o'levels certs shown to them.. and why the hell for?
when you are already a grad and all that.. o levels redundant!
if not i will be there already reaping thousands upon thousands of rewards!
above all, there is no ceiling if you sell stuff.. thats better!
but income has shattered all my dreams of selling the product.
i hate doing things here! the basic pay has gone up but the ppl are still shitting thru it.
our incentives used to be graded by banding... arnd 13 bucks per close..
now its 8 bcuks per close! what the fuck!!!
i hate it! i hate the fact that income has the market share but payign the staff shit!
we work many many pay little little!
i feel so bitchy today.. forgive me if i am rather cold towards you colleagues at work.
annoying ppl--- if yu think you are annoying.. pls stay away frm my face. i mean it
i will talk to you when i feel the need to. if not... SCAT!
im having the blues. dun ask me why.. dun bother pujuk me or manja me.. that will push me to the limits..
this is a vital warning. i can be like an incubus that spreads vicious inferno when you rub me the wrong way.
thats juz rubbing.. if you step into my tail.. I WIL BITE!
now get the hell out !
(not meant for those readin the blogger but ppl i see at work..etc)