i am back from KL .. yes. To those whom I have not gtn you anything, which is like all of you except yanee, you lucky bitch! hahahah! i will get for you all when i go there again. Better still, if you were to go there with me...
im sooo pissed off at work today... hadnt had the best days today.. and tmr i will be off. thank god!
the more i see assholes, the more pissed i will be. thank god for the off and i can spend the days ogling in dreamland..
Dreaming of green green grass and the blue blue hues of the skies that colors the dreamland and portrays happiness, without any animosity which we humans surpass...

I feel that we humans are lacking in any of them. I feel that favoritism at work is so underrated!
Maybe i was obliviously guilty of it some time ago... i didnt know that some were not happy with the way they were being treated cuz he was treating me like this or that and they had to pay their time off back.
I was oblivious. i was derangely upset when i heard them say tat, but i had to be thick skinned to accept what they said with a pinch of salt.
but when ppl tend to oversee how patient i am, they will say that i see tiny probs and dramatising the matter. I feel that hey.. when it was a small matter to you guys, you guys make such a big deal but when its not my fault, you guys are always there like hungry sharks waiting for me to get eaten! I feel so patronised!
i feel as if no one is listening. no one bothers....!
in my little fragile heart, i cried! thinkin how demeaning and double standard they can be.
I am upset!
Sigh...
thanks nic for cmg on time to hear me out.
some things cant be explained... maybe cuz PMS is coming...
but what the hell...