28-04-2006

We woke up late.. We were all excited to leave for KL.
We were late obviously cuz we were supp to meet at Lavender but we were late..
Julez as usual, me & boo were waiting for cab & elle was already there!
Poor gal was soooo fucked up with us and wen we came, the bus had left ...
we were told to take cab to the bustop and the bus will wait for us there.
How humiliating it must be man... Poor Elle..

We took the cab and went all the way there when boo and myself shud have waited at the checkpoint... if only i had knwn, i wud have waited for them at the tuas checkpoint...

anyways, when we reached KL we went to PS and had fun.. ate at kenny rogers and all that.
took pics, which i will send to you guys soon...
we 4 gals had fun! minus the men...they doing there dunno for what...
whats the use of them being there when they are juz not there to take care of us.
im unhappy basically.. other than that, we had fun juz the 3 of us.. elle, boo and myself

Julie was at her usual mode.. being with her bf, i know you wanna enjoy yourself and all that.
what disgusts me the most is that you are living in the world of denial.
you are a J for gods sake!!! take a snap back to reality!
you wanna go have fun with your bf its fine but dun take us for fools ok!
you and your attitude you better clean that up!
one day the guy leaves you for good, you gotta run back to who??
yourself??? you are one cheap bitch for juz spreading yourself like some nutella for some guy whom you juz met and you claimed that he is good.
if he is good, he wud know and take care of you,
good riddance if he doesnt ok. Im sure one day you will realise..
you better clean up your act...

i know im supp to talk abt my KL trip and all that but when i think abt what happened it jzu ticks me off.. im pissed with frens like that... who are simply dishonest and not willing to sacrifice anyting for her kid!
helloo0o0o0o........!!! when we asked you what you gonna get for izad... you juz said dunno
cuz you are ona tight budget! what budget?
you borong (*spend lavishly) on such stuff for yourself and all that you expect me to believe that you cant find anyting that you like to buy for your son?
are you insane bitch? or are you juz plain dense?

i know u are living on denial... realy you are!
i know i sound rude or harsh, you had too much of a chance ...
you need to wake up and realise who you really are to yourself - den to the ppl arnd u
i feel sooo sorry for your son for having such an irresponsible mother like you.
im sooo sorry for you ....
really am.