:: aNoThEr OnE BiTeS tHe DuSt ::

im not pleased with what has happened. Im so drained with everything else. Is it taking its toll? Can you help me deal with it? I have been giving in to the situation but everything seems faint.
running into the tunnel again. desperately seeking for air. Needless to say.. Everything has been there for you., Everything has been made easy for you but why arent things getting any better? I have made it so clear to you but seems there are certainties you deliberately do this to get attention to me as to why? by self-mutiliating yourself? are you that masochistic?
im afraid for you. I feel for you. really sorry for you.