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Monday, September 12, 2005

Sunday, Sept 11th 2005.
Title: Dzul Wedding.
Venue: At CCK Ave 2.
Pics: I have not uploaded the pics just yet..

This was a wedding that no one feels like it
i recalled my cousin, Nur Hidayah's wedding was SO MUCH BETTER
despite the fact that her grandma died a week before!
YEAHH! It was unpredictable where death concerns happen
but when things that can be arranged since,
if there had been anything that has gone wrong,
that is not excusable!

My aunt, (my dad youngest sister) was divorced and she remarried
so is her ex husband..
I dun understand why this matter has to be so big
when its only the unity of 2 people
one of which is ur one and only offspring.

My auntie has 2 kids,
one male and the other yOU know what..
bad divorce and overwhelming black magic- -
all cuz of her ex husband's jealousy & greed;
she had lost the case &
both her kids were in the custody of her ex husband.

what i dont understand was that
the past is the past rite?
but why do they still having bitter thoughts
of one another?
My uncle Jack, he wanted to wound his bruised ego
cuz my aunt decided on the divorce,
threw a fit and sents black magic spree to her
and resulting her face to be badly scarred and charred
with NO apparent reason.

and for that, she resurfaced and got married
all tamed down...
but when its time for Dzul wedding,
it was hell... there was 3 occasions the bride & groom
has to attend.
one was from dad side - which is where he is staying at
next trip to the bride's place
and the next to his dad's place and
lastly.. arnd 5plus, they went over to his mom's place

so as you can tell, we were there since 9am...some later..like me..
i overnighted at my cousins' plc which is blocks away...
we had too much cousin bonding session that i walked home
with ijah at abt 7am.
We had to get ready by 9am but i slept all the way till 11am.
too tired.

anyways, my parents and my other siblings
were there from the starting.
it was really saddening cuz everyone was waiting for the groom to arrive
thing is, is tooo sad to see that my cousin, whom i had taken care of
is juz so cold and not remorse over things
overly rude and not classy of him to do that.
what an ass!

when he was abt to leave
he hugged me and 2 of my cousins,
nadia and ratna..
who took care of him
who were close to him.
but his dad's black magic BODYGUARD
was being an asss-- stopped the groom
from hugging us that close.
what a fucker!
clad in shaDES when the weather was solemn and poignant
dull and lifeless..
he was speculating all our family...
we are not the fucken boyanese ppl
who UNLIKE them, use black magic.
all abt guilt trip.

i shall talk more when im better..
i am disgusted.
you shud be ashamed with yourself , rather...YOurselves

anyways, i jus want to say this...

you think you are sooo damn righteous...
take a step back and see who took care
and gave birth to you...
you are so blind to see that women are NOT the weakest
you are so shallow...
my dissapointment doesnt end juz here.

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