MAY I HAVE YOUR ATTENTION PLS..
THIS IS FOR ALL OF YOU.. FRIENDS, ENEMIES, RELATIVES, AUNTIES, UNCLES, NEIGHBORS,
EX-BFS, AND EX-BF'S FRENS...
Here is what i have been brooding all months..
layin them all on the table.. for all to see
for i dun want anymore misunderstanding,
miscommunication.
this is not a good medium to explain.
but somehow i wish that all of you know a lil something abt me
and what i dun like.
no puns intended..
literally coming from my heart.

pearle.

hmmm...
there is someting peculiar...
i could sense negative vibes from you
is it a pigment of my guts tellin
me that you had uncertainties
abt something?
im not quite sure off.
i duno if im juz thinkin too deep.
if there is nothing,
im wrong, den...

i dunno what else to say here.
juz that lately, i am unable to control my angst.
i dun understand why some ppl juz love to second guess
and not ask me directly whats been happening...
what has been botherin them lately
highly undoubtly, i am involved.

i dunno why.
i know that i am often misunderst0od.
i am the overrated undestated...
anyone... just ANYONE.
anyone of you that has doubts abt someting
or anyting, that has anything to do mildly
or remotely to me...
pls... ask!

i am happy to elucidate.
if u are not pleased with the response
well.. what can i say?
its not my job to please everyone.
not my prerogative.
am only happy to counterclaim
whatever your doubts may be.

was it something i didnt say?
was it something tat ive said?
was it my face?
cuz it has a default look.
or..
are you juz sensitive?

i am comfortable in my own skin
if it somehow distracts you of it
i cant help you.
i can adapt to ppl, but i dun comply
and i dun expect ppl to adapt to me.
could it be thats why...

like i said before.
in my skin.. i am comfortable with myself
i can go out of my comfort zone.
if i want to be...
i am resilient to changes,
human and their extraordinary characters
and their eccentric behaviours...
once the line is crossed..
i have to repress.

i am good when im nice
but when im bad.. im better.
i can take vituperation...
but malicious talking, all that whispering campaign that you have on me
all that 'matter of the moment',
controversial case, controversial issue
all that you had thought abt me...
pls ask me.
i am more than happy to answer your dubiety.

peace

The nature of uncarved blocks is how to describe what's hard to describe.
That is why I cannot describe why it is such a perfect illustration of the opposite
& complex arrogance we display to protect one another.
Or maybe I think too much...