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Friday, July 08, 2005

all about mothers

Was watching Oprah this morning , and i was disturbed...

" Ex husband kills his 4 children in their sleep " reads the headlines.

i couldnt be more baffled by the turmoil.
and oprah was going to interview the woman, Christine, who was a vet.
Oprah wanted to ask her questions as to what happened on that mishapened day.

she was doin the thigns that she does every morning, going for a walk.
when she came back, she saw that the door was ajar, and she felt bad...
she found that her children ranging from 19 years old to 4 years old.
shot thru the head.
died instantaneously.

she called the police and they found the murderer..
it was her ex husband.
he claimed that he dunno what happened.
he quoted: "my mind was gone."

that was all on his mind and he apologised.
that was intoleratable!
u killed 4 innocent children, and they are YOUR children and you said you were sorry?
you have lost your mind...
yeah what happened was a tragedy. but oprah was interviewing the mother of the kids
how she was coping with it.

she was heartbroken.
i wud if i was her.
oprah asked her how she felt.
she felt hurt.
she misses her kids terribly,
she is still staying in the house, their house
when the kids were murdered,
she stil remembers each and everything that the kids does
she would think that they wud talk to her if she were to talk to them.
sadly, they were gone.
and there is nothing she could do to bring them back

oprah said " there is a reason as to why this happen"
She said, "i hated that word"
oprah: why
Christine: cuz there isnt any reason anymore.
my children are gone and there isnt any reason or how to bring them back. there is no reason
thats why i hate when they told me that every good is going to come out of something bad.
how bad can this bad be? they dunno how i felt. This is by far, the worst day of my life. i cant never forget the day when my children were murdered. all four of them, includin my lil gal.
they are innocent! you dun tell me how and what reason. there isnt any reason! it happened!

i feel so sad over what happened. i cant stop crying. what she said was true. i mean although we can emphatize with her.. we duno how she felt until we experience it ourselves, god forbid.

then oprah brough another mother whom oprah had talked to 10 years ago.
she lost her kids too..
her husband was out with her 3 sons for fishing without her.
she received a call;
her husband called her and said, "Penny, I love you. pls forgive me"
and den she heard gunshots..and she guessed it.
her husband killed himself.

much to her agony..
she was scared thinking that her husband was shot or could have killed himself
but she was unprepared for the worst.
she saw all 3 of her sons were killed instantly.
shot thru their head.
none were spared.
she went beserked.

oprah invited Penny to console Christine on her demise.
it was poignant as they two, can only understand one another.
not me, not oprah not anyone..
i was cryin like a baffled cow!
my sis was already on the brink of walling like a baby...
it was so sad.
how it all happened, we all cant feel.
these two, can feel how much pain it was to lose a baby.
regardless how many.

lets ode to our mothers, grandmothers ..
thanking them for bringin us
into the world
and nurturing us.

momma, and nanna.. i love you!
i love you with all my heart!

me and my mom, surin..

i cant seem to dl my nanna pics on the net cuz i only get it on my albums. and i aint got no scanner... hehehe..
nanna..whereever you are.
god rest your soul.
i love youuuuuu!

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