Thursday, June 02, 2005
here i am...kinda like felt better after the previous update...I am so drained after so many tribulations that has bestowed upon boo and myself...i dunno what else to say man..let me update wats been happening past few weeks...fernando and dian came to spore...they had their lovely wedding at surabaya, and they came to spore to meet up with us.only boo, ben and myself came to see her and fern. we had the wildest of fun man! we had a jolly good time... ate at bencoolen and took loads of pics...which, dian, if u are readign this...can you like send to me?? hehehehe...thanks babe!we went to mustafa, lucky plaza and the best thing, went to fullerton, and explanade...as a singaporean , frankly, we tend to take for granted for the thigns that has been happening ah? i dunno that merlion is damn good lookin till i went there.... what a picturesque view it was at that point of time! its soooo lovely. i know ...call myself singaporean...crap! hahahahah! another chapter of my life...me and boo had been better since god knows when...heheheh!its like we got closer and realise that actually deep dwn we actually neeed each other. and there isnt a way to deny all that...basically each day i realised that i need to learn something, do something instead of pinning for thigns to happen... what the hell am i talking? anyways, i cant always depend on boo...(there i go...i wasnt usually like this...) before i met boo, i wasnt like that... i been independent and all ...never bother abt relationships...if i had one, id be oblivious, if you wanna call, you call..if you dun wanna, i dun give a rats ass!!... yeah that was me last time... we got closer and right now...im missing you....so yeah...the main story of the whole thing is that...it really doesnt pay to be nice... i wud still be nice to boo and all...but back of my old me a lil bit yeah? Boo is scared that i wud forget boo... noo baby... i wudnt... juz that, i will not let anyone..i mean ANYONE get the better of me.. totally in control... i dun wanna comply to frens, i dun wanna comply to anyone, not even boo or my parents... i shall do what i think is rite...no more pleasing eveybody... u cant please everyone rite? so the best is - PLEASE YOURSLF! that, you let everyone succumb to you...not the other way ....thanks mom! mom gave me the best advice... my grandma too... no use pleasing ppl... cuz at the end, its gonna eat you up... if i were to explain to you in detail, its gonna make my fingers hurt... so yeah...you got wad i meant. NEVER let ppl lead your life...you are in charge of your life...not them! so you please yourself ! not them! this is also for all of you out there who are experiencing turmoils in life....i hope you read...it cud change your life...not a lot...a little change there wud be a good and fresh start...
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