:: aNoThEr OnE BiTeS tHe DuSt ::

hmm...what cn i say..its like im stumped...

pride is the worst thing that can literally happen and ruin ones' life and relationoship
one thing that i have learnt all these while is that you cant always be kind to people...lest you want to be stumped...

boo always tells me that i am too kind to others.. i mean thats the way it works isnt it? i dunno weda i am doing the rite thing or not... it sure doenst pay to be kind and nice... I am so sad over whats happening... only person i have now is Boo... i know she kinda disagree with me talking abt it and all that...but what can i do? I think i need to step back and reflect.

i need to get back to the 'old me' mode.thats what mom was telling me too.... i am now changed to a different person. no more that snob bitch that everyone juz simply hates... what the hell am i thinking? am i doin things rite or am i juz being irrational? can someone pls answer me?

maybe what mom said is true yeah? I cant be so nice to ppl... i never had problems like these last time...only now... only when im nice... it sure goes as the saying..." it doesnt pay to be nice"
i aint looking for any payment... juz normal things..no fights and all...
damn! why and how did i get myself involved in things like these? its sooo draining! too stressing for me... so redundant! so unnecessary! arghhhhh!!!!!

fuck man! fuck you bitch! i am not gonna give you anymore face!
you want a bitch... you got me, woman!
i fucking hate you! you cunning slut! you lied to get things your way! you used my name to clear your shit! i fucking curse you and swear that your generations will all be imbeciles and illegally retarded and bad bastards like you are carrying now!!!!

u know...all these while i have been calm..and complied to your every rantings, now i had enough! ENOUGH! you hear me!? you wanna bullshit your parents thats another thing...you pull your shit with me and my loved ones, you will be paying for it. one move, one step, BITCH, i will fucking give you what you deserve! try me.... you aint seen the best of me yet... ive been keeeping my patience long enough! you fucking will get what you deserve YOU SLUT! YOU WHORE!!!! wad your parents called you.... hahahahahahha!!!!! now thats what i call karma! your parents know you sooo much!!! too much in fact! now... slut, you deserve it....

good riddance to you, your so called life...