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Wednesday, May 25, 2005

so much for trusting....

well...its been ages since I had bloged.. well...thing is, lotsa things been happening since my sis wedding... for starters... I have been unwell...down with pneumonia, my lungs swelled badly that I cant breathe... My asthma kicked in... and the fever and flu came and joined the gang... after that... to top it all off... I had a bad sore throat..from all that coughing and all the phlegm... GAWD... I tot i was gonna die!

I went to KL had a blast and also some mind-boggling things that still needs to be solved..
I have been so upset with things I simply cant explain... I cant put it to rest you get what i meant? thing is I dunno what else to ssay ... if you are unclear you gotta read boo's blog to understand what has been happening...

I cant stop crying thinking abt things... i am not the kind of person who throw frens like that... Things that happened , they all happened for a reason...

sigh... I reli duno what to think now... things already happening... all I am concerned now isnt anything else...its juz her and her unborn child. Thing is, she isnt bothered, thing is i got this feeling that she is being *spellbound* by her annoying bf that has been an asshole since god knows wen... i dunno what else to think and say now... my heart is crushed....

if you are reading this... All I want is now is not to fight... i am not that kinda person... thing is, I am concerned abt things that has been happening to you... life has bestowed all this mishapen things to you that youre simply blinded by all these and you have forsaken the ppl who sincerely cared abt you...loved you as who you are.... not what we want you to be... YOur bf has been telling you to do things that he wants you to do. that isnt what you want gal....

im crushed... im so utterly disappointed in you..


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