Tuesday, April 05, 2005
:: aNoThEr OnE BiTeS tHe DuSt ::
yeah..another one bites the dust... I was so upset yesterday after giving such high hopes for yesterday...and it was brought forward till today.... everything i do was haywired...i am feeeling sooo down now....i had no empathy towards anythign anymore.
just now dr loh asked me to hold the scope...i mixed it up with the OTHER scope and not the nasal rigid scope.... and i was holding the wire...but it tangled up on me and for that i got a good yelling at. I was so furious at myself for not focusing!!!
den since i woke up, i tot of you... you din feeel it? you had to go away juz like that? all i need was LOVE and i juz cant feeel it. If you think that mediocre way of juz there but not making me feel 'it' i dunno....i juz dun feel complete and i feel as if you werent there. I dunno how to explain it but yeah... i juz feel so sad and thinkin that was OUR day and yet i feel its incomplete you know.....i dunno weda im being sensitive...but lately there is some problems that we shud look into...
i hope today we can work out these issue....i cant take anymore that is lacking in us. sigh...i dunno what else to say juz that i still do miss you.....especially the OLD YOU....come back....
:: juxtaposed by pearle :: Juxtaposed thoughts sanctioned :: Tuesday, April 05, 2005
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