Heyy..

Im now at com lab & Im like browsing thru emails and all in the empty room with Thurrayya, my boo's fren...only the both of us here and we are really tired and bored so we are really not talkative today...

anywys, its always nice to know that how much you love each other...me and him that is...things have been goin on lately since donno when...and since then we were able to counter each problem at a time...

busy la these days...a tad too tiring and energy being used up too.. i been feelin so tired and all...why ah? lately with all the problems not wit him that is...thing is..problems with my cousins' hving problems that is the thing that is mind boggling. times, you wanna reach out and help them out...but your problems are stucked and stays in place...stagnant till they rot.

alia, my guy's niece... talked to him that day wen we fought over nothing...and i realised smthg, age is nothing but a number... despite her age, which is only 14...YES...14...she has certainly matured into someone who knows what she wants, who has been thru shits and also has courage to face the day...i shud do that too! lately my morales have dropped to ground zero.. i dunno what am i to do with my life...

as for now...watever he says or do..im gonna juz sit and ignore...not ignore as in the bad way..but take it easy u knw...its like "i know he din mean what he says..he still loves me the way i am..."
yeah that shall be my way..so i wun be hurt or appalled by what happen...

thanks alia! thanks for understanding and making me life easy...
E-G-O ...is a bad bad thing baby...LOSE IT before you lose yourself...and me...

i love my booo....