hi all...

im sitting here at what..? 0840 hrs....thinking what i am doin online...mom not wking. she is watchign discovery channel abt christ and all...hmmm...she said these researchers can see jesus's face! woohoo....

missing someone so badly...its killing me. when i came back from KL, i was like thinkin i cud spent time with him...but..... i hope things are gon be better...been crying my eyeballs out ..... dunno lah..


home --. at home now..its staring blankly at me with unspoken nothigns. i dunno what else to do...all i want is out...wen i get enough money...i wanna live alone. i cant stay with ppl who think that they are freaking GOD! military lifestyle is not for me.. i had enough for 25 years...and now...im wanna go and search for my own life.

sadly...





... pearl blew kisses to emilio ...