awwwwww... how emotional can one be huh? yeah today me and dila were scouting for vacancies...we were so bloody thick-skinned that we were like you know...super going to everywhere and asking weda there were any vacancies...were were THAT desperate! hahahahha! oh gosh! hehehhee
so yeah....was feeling ok lah...until towards the end i think...but emmie was being so understanding la..his usual self...hmm...did i mention that this fella...my OLD MAN...keeps me sane during these insane rough patches in my life??? yeah ....only thing is that...we are like goin thru this together...told him not to but he stood by me thru all the pain, the tears, angst, anguished frustrations and fears....he was there...
he is my GREATEST strength and my GREATEST weakness...
looking at him today...was thinkin 2 myself...what he has done for me..and what wud hpn if we not together...oh gosh...tears started tapping like water....in the bus...so sad...(hope he din see me tearing)....i cant bear the thought lah...he been there with me ...and i dun intend to do anything else..but be with him...only him.
even when i wanna look for job...he is my inspiration to go look for job u knoww....serious! he is my main concern...i wanna think all for him...breathe for him. i dunno what i do without him.... sometimes it makes me cry lah...sad rite....
baby...if you are reading this...i wanna say THANK YOU FOR BEING MY SIGNIFICANT OTHER. being there for me. with our joy and tears...fears and valiance. I LOVE YOU.
... pearl blew kisses to emilio ...
