without you... im also lost and also i feel so empty...like an empty tank...
honey...you are the most amazing thing that ever happened to me. i love you sooo much! look at him...so excited all ...hehehe

i cant hide these feelings inside. i feel so lonely without him. talking to him makes me feel good... lately, i hv been down and out, he is there to make my day. yesterday he got SUPER DUPER PISSED with me....maybe....he been trying to surprise me by calling me. he bought a calling card and all ...he is already penniless and all, and he bought the card all juz to call me. but he bought the 62 minutes one...and he is able to talk to me for only 1 hour. is that even enough? yeah and he wasted his time and value of the card by callign my mobile instead of sms me. my stupid housemate went to off the ringer...well...maybe it was an accidentally kinda thing you know where the ringer juz went off....hmmm....anyways, i was there waiting for his call, outside at the hall, cuz he tld me that he will call using the housephn. i waited there but no ringer!!!!

i was wondering what could have happened? i mean what is up?then i saw the ringer and it was offf!!!! and that monkey was cooking at the kitchen and i screamed at him for that! who else wud do such a thing? common sense!!!! lets give him the benefit of an adult ok... lets not jump to conclusions or what...lets not blame it on him....hmmm.....

yeah what can i say? well, there is so many things to explain.... but i cant say it here why im so happy!!!! i cant wait for this saturday!!! i cant wait!!!!! well, ok...i gtg...im talking and talking sooner or later im gonna spill the beans!!

ok la...till then....baby i miss you! i love you !!!!






... pearl blew kisses to rudz ...