now i am in school....well, my internet prepaid wasnt top up...but it will be later....i hope or i hv to spend the whole damn day being on the net...
yeah done all my assignments....now i am like waiting for it to be printed...now its done! yeah... here so i am..online and doing nothign but typing.
yeah..came to realisation that some things are better left unsaid... it is to avoid fights, arguments and even heartbreak.

another thign that i came to realise is that it is not good to tell too much anyways, expressing unfettered thoughts. i am so afraid to say things anymore. not the outspoken person i was last time. is it good? oe is it eating me up? well the latter expresses the feeling deep inside. i cannot bottle thigns up but since it is going to affect somebody and some other people, i shall not condone myself to that misery..addign misery to others as well....

yeah...practise self regulation...yeah... anything juz diam diam...it will not hurt anyone in this case.... hmmm....another thing. im glad for dad as he has completed his diploma and he is going off for a short trip with mom ! during the april break...hmm...what should i do? hmmm.....should i come back? or shud i stay put here? hmm...waiting for my mom to TT the money...im penniless now....my bank is only left with 30 bucks! yeah..lucky i share food with yatie and alll, if not i will suffer like hell ...same shit i did last year. i dunno why but i somehow feel glad for dad. when is his graduation tht i need to knw as well....so i cn be there...hope its when i come bk. yeah....

ok...i shall leave now. dun wanna let my neigbor sitting next to me reading my blog. he has been since the time i came. he was curious how this thing works...yeah..taught him a thing or two how to blog. yupz..he has a blogger now...good for him!
oh yeah...my baby intends to have a blogger for himself....yeah when i come back, we will do it ok?

my baby coughed up blood yesterday. yes...gosh! i didnt sleep the whole nite! i was in dian's room. she too was so terrified over this...what could hv happened? yatie told me that her ex hs TB and he has to swallow 13 pills everyday! i doubt rudz has TB la...i hope!....
that boy another one...go and take fried food! you are NOT allowed to anymore ok? got me worried all... pls consult a doctor! pls! nt that doctor....ANOTHER opinion! what does it say abt ya health and all..!!! this is important...if you dun love yourself...at least think abt me. IF YOU LOVE ME DO IT!

i do love you..

Peace ....