Happy ANNNIVERSARY TO US...HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO US...HAPPY ANIVERSARY TO RUDY AND PEARL....HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO US....(hehehe!)
hehee... yeah today is our anniversary...wud love to spend it with him. so sad....when your love ones is so farrrr away....
yupz...we talked yesterday and he was so sweet....as usual...being himself, that is...
to the world i wanna say....how lucky i am to be with this unusual, extraordinary person. who loves me for who i am, forbeing there for me wen i need him the most, albeit the distance between us, all seems to be moving pretty well..... besides the occasional rollercoaster feeling but anyother time, i am happy, contented with him.
i cannot give him gifts, i dunno...not the gifts that i want, all i want is his love, that is enough, he not leaving me....tht is the greatest thing that ever happened to me. yeah....i dunno what im typing....im like juz woke up from sleep....explains my bad sentence structuring...hahha!
ok...this anniversary, compared to the past mth, has better improvement, you cant expect perfection.... its abt discovering oneself and each other...we have been thru hell, misunderstandings, fights, but that didnt damage anythign...its the learnign stage, discovering oneself, getting used to be with the other half. with many more anniversaries to come, we can overcome this. i belief so. when he looked in my eyes, i get emotional inside. after all these time, he still able to capture my heart. each day of my life, im filled with all the joy i can find. if there isnt any spark left, (i said IF)... i will make it so that this relationship will have its spark again to keep this love burning. if theres one spark of hope left in my grasp, id hold it with both hands, its worth the risk of burning to have a second chance, i still need him. i stil believe we can make this thru.
like what mariah carey said....
if we believe that true love never has to end, then we muz know that we muz love agian.
once again, HAPPY ANNIVERSARY LOVE.....and many more to come! SAYA CINTAKAN KAMU!
