[mood] : [cloudy with occasional rain]
[songs] : [ Bic Runga - Sway ]


- am i doomed to flung one particular unit? -

Last nite, Jac slept over my plc, we were finishing our proj, we were stucked on Literature Review.
We lasted till 4am.
We were damn beat man...woke up 9am, din get to do my morning jog. I was really tired.

CMM2111 tutes were subjected to change. Mark Balnaves was supp to be in charge of it, he cudnt find a tutor for that tute, so we went for the class. It was at Bldg 18.229. Went there, but it was empty.
Met Nani, she attended the lecture. We missed on alot of stuff. Variables and stuff. Oh gosh, wassup man...? WHere have i been?...
Mark was beginning to use jargons to emphasize his theory. Using theorical terms, and Nani said it was fucked up. We were at lost coz we missed that out.
Darn...

I dunno whats happening to me. Why am i feeling like this? I mean, why didnt i get the signals? It was so blatant!!
haiz... maybe ive got so many things on my mind thats why or maybe its the numb feeling that ive been having since Paul left me for 'Supreme Being'. Maybe its Kurt; for using up all the energy ive got. i duno.

i need a man who is :-

* independent,
* has a mind of his own,
* responsible
* sensitive towards others n himself;
* kind, secure, and confident?

- why can't these qualities exist in men? -

No point asking ....

I was wondering, he was handing in assignments and all that, and so that makes him no class. He was sitting thr, all alone...then we came along...i was thinkin of things la. He was sitting there dunno waiting for the RIGHT SMELL to tell him to go back home. when he was sitting thr, i felt uncomfortable, dunno what else to talk abt, u know wad i mean? i jst knew the guy yest.
We met him coupla times, but i dun talk much. Jac talked to him alot. i was just there, cant be bothered as usual.

So i ran out of topic to talk....i was askin jac what she gonna do.. I wanted her to accompany me back hm. I will cook and all. We can have female bonding session.

Yeah, im beat, i wanna go sleep. Sleep and hope that tmr will be a better day. Its Psycho class tmr! at 9am! yayyyy! Watching movie with my galfren Farah. Im sleepin over her plc!

Ok...gots to go... *-* Muacko0o0o0oz *-*

Laterzzz...