- It's hard to find the reasons ... Who can see the rhyme? -

Finally im here after missing for days...went to farahs' on friday, and the next, over to my fren's...and then off clubbing, came back early morning.

I have a bad case of hangover... took a whole lot of drink... I know, i was tellin myself NO...dun start again...but i was calculating when is ramadhan (fasting mth), and i drank. Im disappointed with myself. I told myself to stop all these shit once im here. I have not touched anythign that is forbidden, but ive done it. Sigh...

We left and met each other at Perth Train City at 7.40pm. We were SUPPOSED to be there arnd 6pm. But sOME PEOPLE... the usual suspects were late. Anuar, being the bitchy and punctual person he is, he was nagging and all..."i told you during weekends, the buses are all fucked up!!"
Farah and Pearl were not late, me and Mr "Hensem" Irawan were late....He came the latest. Just coz he is good looking, he can make the grand entrance. This is bad man....responsibility counts, balls!

We decided not to go Freemantle anymore, we gonna meet up at Northbridge for dinner. there is a muslim rest nearby. I had migrane ledi that time, the noise and all that jazz... I rather us talk at coffee shop or smthg like that. Not that noisy.
Some wanted to go clubbing, i was thinking, whats clubbing without booze? i know...but i was like damn not onz for clubbing, I was moving with the flow. Cant be bothered, so i was like "Whatever"... Irawan suggested this pub that plays live band. - Universal dunno waht shit. Since he is 30 years old, i was thinkin that is SOOOO him. We were there! i cant believe it! all of them were between 25-35 ...the age grp. Thats what he said...when we looked it was like from 35-55 yrs old kinda pub. hard rock aint that bad, Modestos not that bad too. I mean oh God i feel like a baby there man!

Then, i cant believe that i had lots of drinks...the drinks there were cheap! my Bourbon Coke, which tastes nothign like it..it tastes like coke with a hint of bourbon. In spore or at least when i drink that...80% bourbon n 20% coke...this taste nothign. I cant taste the bourbon. Ok..nvm, i ordered bourbon, neat. and then i bought vodka lime. though i hate vodka like hell. I wantd coke and Kurant, but the gal duno. anyway, i ordered Malibu Pineapple. i love it man! taste like coconut. u know that lotion frm body shop? that kinda smell? I tasted Irawan's drink. Rusty Lemon...nice. But taste nothign like what i expected. I still prefer neat shots. Where the hell is my Whiskey on the rockS? i still love it. I am a sucker for strong liquor! but hell, the ang moh cant. Maybe the Irish can... Long island Tea frm Fullerton! that one i can take 2 shots and im dead Drunk! Flat!
Tequila with Lemon and salt....oh man...how i miss it.

ok...talkin abt tat, I was high but am still able to talk and drink more and not get drunk. I usually get the effect the day after. like Now...im having a bad case of migrane and splitting headache. And noises can really annoy me.
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I was thinking, what is this?
....abt life, particularly my love life... all my bf, paul and all....its all the same case...i like this guy, and then the fren will end up likin me or when i like this guy, he will like my fren, Meaning to say: i dun always get the ones i like, the ones i usually go after. Why?

Oh well....now, i noe what YOU are. Who YOU are, what Kinda PerSON YOU are. I DUN LIKE YOU ANYMORE.
ok pearl, get over him. He aint worth it.


Jac opened up my eyes- BIG TIME. Thanks gal, for wakin me up. Next time, wen i see him, pls distract me. k? Do whatever la...even if it involves your life! hahahhahahah!

Ok...now im really having this headache...need to take panadol. Loads of it....
Blah.

Latez....